**** { My heart hammered through my chest, feeling like my breathing had been restricted as she took two steps forward, backing me into the desk and flashing me with the terrifying glint in her eyes. I should be running away from her twisted ways, because she'd done terrible things, awful things, and yet through the intimidation and fear, I found myself being willingly drawn into her dangerous yet intoxicating darkness.. } **** Ms Venable had caught your eye from the first moment you walked into her classroom. But little did you know she was watching. She's always watching. [A lot darker themes than my previous books]

This story is your free ticket to get a ride on a rollercoaster of emotions ~ After being unconscious for two weeks, you wake up in Outpost 3, where you now have to serve Miss Venable as a grey. You don't think that you know her, but as time goes on, more and more flashbacks come back at you. It's very close to the original season but I felt it was important to write a backstory for Ms. Venable since we didn't learn that much about her. Evil isn't born, it's made. So how did she become the person she is today? And who are you that you don't remember anything? Important: If you're interested in a completely smut story, this one might be the wrong one for you. There will be smut but patience is needed for that. It's all about character developments and y/n struggle with the falling for an "evil person". The story will be a rollercoaster ride of emotions, so be prepared for that. Also, I want to include the witches and Foxxay, since the storyline is close to the original season! warning: This book contains physical violence, sexual abuse, trauma, psychological violence, smut, flashbacks, triggers note: English is not my native language

**** "There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in our philisophy." - Hamlet, act 1, scene 5 **** I never knew anything but a deep rooted sadness. The world had ended, what chance did I have of feeling a little glimmer of hope, or even happiness? But then I fell in love with the outpost leader, Ms Venable. **** Started in February 2020, ended in July 2020. ****

⚢ [Sarah Paulson FF] After the nuclear bombs had hit the ground, a radiation contamination had swept over the world, killing mankind. But somewhere between chaos, horror and destruction I'd survived in Outpost 3, a subterranean fallout shelter inhabited by a few other survivors. I was one of the last vestiges of civilized life on the planet alive in a sanctuary. Nevertheless, appearances can be deceptive. Far too late I witnessed that terrible things were going on down here: People went missing, the neglection of the house-rules at the outpost was dealt with punishment and torture and Miss Venable, the cold and intimidating matriarch who ruled the outpost with an iron fist seemed to have a dark secret. Little did I know that Miss Venable was observing me but also at the same time developing a strong desire she'd never felt before towards another woman. **** [American Horror Story Apocalypse / Sarah Paulson Fan-Fiction] Certain actions of the main character are related to a form of Stockholm syndrome! **** #1 Sarahpaulson [May 2020] [Completed in 2019]