Harry Styles is a loner with social anxiety and a boring life. His past constantly mocks him and he has a severe self harm addiction that nobody, not even his best friend Zayn, knows about. Louis Tomlinson is the first openly gay member of his town's football (soccer) team and he doesn't want his sexuality to define him. He hates being known as "Louis, the gay one" and he is constantly bullied. He is very insecure about his sexuality and does anything to seem manly, which includes begging Niall and Liam to let him be. Both boys attend the same college. When they meet, their newfound friendship turns out to be great for the both of them. It eventually turns to a relationship. They are both in their own states of Misery.

Louis besucht, zu seinem Entsetzen, eine elitäre Universität, in der der Name Zayn Malik etwas bedeutet, Niall Horan nicht aufhört zu reden, es überall Klaviere gibt und Harry Styles, einziger Sohn eines drogensüchtigen, klinisch wahnsinnigen Ex-Rockers, ein perfektes Lächeln und leere Augen hat. ! NICHT meine eigene Geschichte, die Rechte der Original Story liegen bei Velvetoscar von ao3 - die Rechte der Übersetzung liegen bei mir!

"FUCKING HARRY STYLES! And no, that is not a to-do list. It's an adequate description of the most annoyingly self-indulgent human being, Louis Tomlinson has ever met, and those were his first thoughts when he laid eyes on the guy." All in all, this makes for a pretty unbearable situation when an unlucky coincidence, a need for good publicity and a whole lot of rumors results in a pretend friendship - or whatever one would call the relationship between Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles.

Fortsetzung von "Sunflower" und "Sunflower And Lily". „Ich will einfach bei dir sein, ist das so falsch?" meine ich dann etwas genervt. Er schüttelt zwar den Kopf, meint dann aber, „Du weißt doch genau, wie viel ich nachzuholen habe." - „Und du weißt genau, dass du dich schonen sollst." - „Okay."- „Mehr sagst du dazu nicht?" Eigentlich hatte ich wirklich nicht vorgehabt, jetzt mit ihm zu diskutieren, geschweige denn zu streiten.„Ja, okay. Geh was essen, Louis." - „Sagt der Richtige." murre ich unzufrieden. „Ist das dein Ernst jetzt?!" fragt er mich etwas lauter. „Was denn? Dass ich mir um dich Sorgen mache?" - „Dass du so tust, als könnte ich keinen Schritt vor die Tür machen, ohne, dass ich einen Aufpasser brauche! Ganz ehrlich, Louis, es nervt!"

„Ich hab einen Vorschlag." sagt Harry. Ich sehe zu ihm. „Ich höre?" Er mustert mich und grinst. „Ich wette, dass du nicht hetero bist." - „Und das willst du mir wie beweisen?" will ich von ihm wissen. Er zuckt mit den Schultern. „Das überlege ich mir noch." „Wie lange bekomme ich Zeit?" fragt Harry mich. „Wie lange, denkst du, brauchst du denn?" will ich von ihm wissen. „Oh, das geht schnell Schätzchen." antwortet er. Ich weiß, dass er mich provozieren will, aber ich schüttle nur lachend den Kopf. „Du wirst so was von verlieren!" prophezeie ich ihm. „Vier Wochen." lege ich fest und er nickt lächelnd.

A love game between a heart breaker and a player. Louis Tomlinson has been breaking hearts ever since his has been shattered. But when he finds Harry Styles at CD store and offers him to play his evil love game will tables turn? And will Louis be suffering yet another heart break or will Harry sew up his heart and be his final player and new lover.

Harry Styles has a problem and its name is Louis Tomlinson. When the boys of One Direction go on a vacation in 'Paradise', Harry can't help but think that maybe things will go his way for once. However, he soon realizes that keeping his love for his best friend and band mate a secret is much easier said than done; especially when every night his mates decide to partake in the childish and sometimes dangerous game of Truth or Dare... (Book 1 of 3) -re-edited in 2021-

"You think you're so cool Tomlinson, all you do is talk, why haven't I ever seen you do something. Why haven't we seen you do anything, huh?" And by everyone's shock, he kissed him. Right before mumbling. "Why don't you shut that pretty mouth of yours." - Louis Tomlinson is the 'bad boy', and Harry hates and despises the title along with the boy. But maybe that's why Louis keeps the act up, to get Harry to pay attention to him, to actually be on Harry's mind. Because all Louis wants is to be in Harry's thoughts.

Everything changed when Harry had to transfer to North Bridge in his last year of school, suddenly being away from his boyfriend and his friends. Not only were friendships and relationships destroyed, but having to be in the presence of Louis Tomlinson every day didn't make it any easier, especially when Harry started to grow feelings he didn't intend on feeling. Or an AU where Harry and Louis' relationship was only real behind closed doors until it wasn't. [UPDATED AS OF 2024]

"It's hard letting go. I'm finally at peace but it feels wrong." {Under going editing. It's being rewritten from the beginning, grammatical errors are being fixed. Should be completely edited and polished by December}