[An Epistolary] ----- "Why do you always kiss me when you're drunk?" I rolled my eyes. Maka-always to kala mo ang daming beses ko na siyang hinalikan, eh dalawang beses pa nga lang. Mariin ang titig niya sakin ng wala siyang nakuhang sagot. I stared back. Matagal bago niya binawi ang titig at bumaba ang tingin sa mga labi ko. I bit my lowerlip while rolling my eyes. I was about to push him away from me when I saw him closed his eyes firmly for a second and then I heard him cursed under his breath as he move his face closer to me. Pareho kaming hinihingal ng bumitaw sa halik. Hindi ko siya masaway sa pagbaon ng mukha niya sa leeg ko at pagyakap sakin ng mahigpit dahil busy ako sa paghabol ng hininga. I could feel his hot breath on the skin of my neck. Muntik ko siyang maitulak ng maramdaman ang isang patak ng halik sa leeg ko. "Hiro." Galit dapat ang boses ko pero dahil sa nangyaring halikan ay naging marahan at malambing ang naging tono non. "Damn baby you're making me crazy." He whispered. Binabaliw mo rin ako Hiro. ----- Date Started: 03/12/23 Date Finished: 07/29/23

I wasn't able to reply on his last messages. Matagal akong napatitig sa screen ng phone ko. Hindi ko inexpect na sasabihin niya yon sakin. He was never rude to me. Even when he's pissed or mad about something, he never told me bad things. I guess what I did was too much for him. Kung sana may ibang paraan para ipaglaban sya, ginawa ko na. But I was left with no other choice but to break up with him. Or else everything will crumble up. All his effort will be wasted if I fought for our relationship. Kaya ayokong magsisi sa ginawa kong desisyon.