"His chin-length hair looked as if he had bathed in rose petals. It was the perfect shade of blush pink. He had the most beautiful soft caramel brown eyes that I could get lost in. Fuck... how bad I wanted to crush his lips onto mine. He was the embodiment of perfection and I absolutely... hated him." Or "The more he looked at me the more I felt butterflies in my stomach. I had never truly fallen for someone my entire life, but I think the feeling I was feeling at that moment was love at first sight. He was the embodiment of perfection and I absolutely... wanted his love." A story about two boys from the other side of the world finding love, happiness, and joy within each other. All while one of them tries to hate the other for making him vulnerable and the other just wants his love. What happens when the two get put in an idol predebut group together? Do they avoid each other? Or do they get closer?

"Would you please tell us how all this started?..Everyone here wants to know your story!...Do you regret anything that happened!?". The whole studio drops dead silent. All eyes on me from the audience to the cameramen and even the workers. I nervously look down trying to avoid their gaze when my wedding ring catches hold of my attention. That's it I couldn't hold back anymore . Warm tear drops rolled down my cheeks and I replied "Did I ever make a mistake!?...Yes I did!..But do I regret what happened!?...NO...Because those mistakes are the reason why I stand here on this stage addressing you all!" ########## "Are you scared of Ghosts?" He asked. "Ghosts !?! The world we live in is scarier than them...and if I'm scared of anything it is to be alone in this horror struck world!" I reply. ########## One Very Very VERY IMPORTANT note...If you find any typos then you gotta ignore them because 'hey' I'm human too! Thanks for understanding!!! ########## I don't own Jaehyun or NCT , but I definitely own this story and it's plot. Highest ranking : #1 in jumpy #1 in Jaehyunxreader #4 in extreme #2 in jungyoonoh #2 in sment #57 in jung #1 in nctzen #74 in Rockstar ################### 60 Parts = 54 chapters + 2 bonus chapters + 1 Behind the scenes + 1 Jaehyun Chapter + 1 prologue + 1 epilogue. ********************* Published: 22nd Dec 2020 End : 17th April 2021