Eiji is torn apart by the news of Ash's death. He locks himself away and begins to slowly fade away. When he finds out Ash is still alive he couldn't be happier. But now, after so long, after almost letting it all go every morning and night, how was he supposed to pick himself back up and just forget? He's been just as gone as Ash was. Now Ash is there, helping pull him together again, with lots and lots of love. Lots of sad Eiji Only a little S.H and S.A, sorry for no trigger warnings 😞

In a cruel world dominated by Titans, you seek purpose in the Survey Corps after Levi saves you from the death of your grandmother, Arya. You want to give back to the regiment that raised you, even if it means trading your heart. But when your first assignment is to be comrades with the brash and unlikeable Eren Jaeger, everything you remember fades away. MEMORY LOSS ✦ Featured in Wattpad's official Attack on Titan reading list ✦ Nominated for the 2021 Wattys Award in Fanfiction WARNING: Graphic descriptions of gore, canon violence, angst, multiple sexual scenes (smut). © 2020 emefaerie