"A town I have never been before; a house I have only seen in pictures; people I don't know what to expect from nor do I want to have any connection with. Why am I even here? "Hard breathing, and occasional trembling; heart that is better off to just explode away; images and whispers; some more irks and eeks until someone save me, no, trouble is about to get me. "Helpless; clueless; I can never be enough; I am better alone, and you better leave me alone." -Sid