After Derek picked Addison, Meredith gets in a really dark phase. It's up to her friends to help her get through it before it is too late. One question keeps repeating in her head. Does Derek still love me? ⚠️TW⚠️Suicide (i do not own these characters, they all belong to Shonda Rhimes)

Derek Shepherd is a senior in high school and Meredith Grey is only a freshman in high school. Meredith has big dreams and hopes but will her depression get in the way? Or will a boy come along and change that? (⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ talks of suicide, Self-harm, etc.)

TW⚠️ CONTAINS SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL BEHAVIOR Meredith is grieving over the loss of her close friend after a mass casualty, to cope she ends up experiencing extreme measures and heading down a dark, twisty path potentially risking her life... (It might have few grammar issues and misspelled words but it's my first story so I hope you like it) ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO Shonda Rhimes and ABC Network

When something catastrophic happens, what do you do? How do you move forward? How do you survive? You lean on the people who love you enough to stay. Trigger warning- this content deals with themes of domestic and sexual abuse. Please do not read if you may be harmed by that.

⚠️Has some mature content including abuse and other sensitive subjects ⚠️ Something happened to Meredith when she was in college, the story is set at the end of season 2 however the bomb didn't happen but Denny dying did. The timeline is slightly different to greys anatomy, as the hospital has merged with mercy west already and Merediths group is already a resident Any feedback would be greatly appreciated, inspiration was taken from HeavenHearted on FanFiction.Net Also if anyone would like to see something in this story let me know, this is my first fanfic so I hope you all enjoy

What happened if Meredith got attacked and Derek was the one to find her. This takes place in between season 2 and season 3. This is kinda like a combination of Merder and Meredith's career. #1 in MeredithGrey (Thank you!!!! Love you all!)

What if Derek hadn't been shot? And if nothing of the end of season was as it happened? What if it had been different? The charcters in this history are not mine Enjoy it <3

⚠️TW⚠️ Mention of domestic abuse and rape possibly suicidal behavior and eating disorders as well. If this triggers you please do not read! What happens when intern Meredith Grey, meets The Derek Shepherd, World Renown Neuro Surgeon at a bar? What happens if it all falls to pieces? Could the character we all know and love possibly be the cause of her pain? Who will be there to save her? All characters belong to ShondaLand, unless I have created them myself. (Also I do not dislike any of the characters this was just an idea and never happened in the show!)