King Pin Hov is back and he's got his main chick on his side. But can reverting back to his old ways cost him his life, his woman, and his freedom?

This was a story that I wrote about two years ago on another fan fiction board. I want to become inspired to write again so I decided to post this story to see the feedback from new readers. If everyone likes this story, I may be inspired to write again. Or I'll just publish a few of my other works on the site. Anyway, I hope you all enjoy! Shawn Carter, 32 is a single father. His world was turned upside down just a year ago when his wife Marie of five years died unexpectedly. Shawn adored his wife, they were soul mates; she was his first and what he believed would be his last. Although he was hurting and deeply sadden by his wifes passing he had no time to mourn. His priorities had now shifted. Although he had been a father for nearly two years his life would be forever changed. Kennedy Marie was the name he picked out for his daughter. She was his pride and joy, the reason why he worked to so hard, the reason why he woke up every morning. Shawn knew it wasnt going to be easy raising a child on his own but he had faith. Two months after his wifes death Shawn struggled to provide for he and his child. Unpaid medical bills piled up, rent was due, utility bills needed to be paid, his car needed gas, car insurance needed to be paid, daycare payments need to be made, and not to mention house hold items, groceries, and items for his child. He couldnt do it on his own. He needed help but who could he turn to? Love was the last thing on his mind. He had just lost his wife and was on the verge of losing everything. But when she came into his life all of that changed. Beyoncé Knowles was like a breath of fresh air. He knows shes in a relationship. He knows her heart is with another man but the closer they become as friends the more his heart aches for her. This is a story about choices, love, heartbreak, and broken promises. In the end a decision has to be made. So who wins?

" And What Is That You Want From Me So Bad?" "Just To Be Yours."

"It's just for the money, right?" "Right."

It's hard enough having to live with someone you hate, let alone someone who you feel the opposite towards. Love? That's a strong word. Especially for someone like Jay, who swears up and down he will never settle down. All it takes is for that one special person to come around and change that.

Beyonce is a 24 year old principal who will do anything for her students especially Jerome. he's a troubled kid who acts out all the time. the only two people that can through to him is his dad, Shawn carter, and Dr. Knowles. Can there two help Jerome stop his bad ways?

Love was never meant to be so painful. A fave story of mine by CJ

*E D I T I N G* Beyonce Knowles meets Shawn Cater in a club and they hit it off really well and they started to become friends, to lovers, husband and wife. This is a Beyonce and Jay Z love story. *MATURE AND SEXUAL CONTENT*