"God, I don't want to be empty inside anymore..."-Shawn Hunter (BoyMeetsWorld) ❤️ I want to raise awareness about depression and mental illness. It's often a lifelong struggle, and it's common. Don't be afraid to talk about it. You're missing out if you stay quiet. WARNING: mental health, angst, graphic, depression, emotional trauma, rejection, abandonment, loneliness, bereavement, grief, orphaned. "Pain should leave through your tears, not through your blood. Through your eyes, not through your wrists. Vulnerability looks good on you. And always ask for help." These are the scribblings of an average teen dealing with constant disappointments, who doesn't want to make a scene but deep inside is screaming out in pain. Will he find a way to hope again before it's too late? Will he find a faith in something bigger than the here and now, than what he can physically feel? Shawn feels like he's all alone, like no one understands him. No one sees who he really is except what he's pretended to be. He's melting under the pressure of everyone's expectations: Mr. Turner's, his family's, the Matthew's, his peers, Mr. Feeny's. He's lost but not able to face the reality of everything. What will become of him? He's tried to hide from the pain of his past and the fear of his fate. Who can he trust with all this? To top it all off, his real parents abandoned him. He can't take another lie, another reason to push people away. Another reason to hate himself. The depression is real, but there's still hope. Ranked #2 in Unwritten as of May 9, 2020

two boys in love willing to do anything to stay together forever

in which Richie and Eddie really, actually hate each other, but find themselves running away from the same problems. ["I need a way out."]

"𝙸 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎." "𝚃𝚘𝚘 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎." --- What happens when a certain, Richie Tozier and Eddie Kaspbrak get put on a project together and it reveals way too much to the point it breaks one of the boys.

❝ how do you manage to always hurt yourself? ❞ where richie constantly gives himself papercuts in class to get the shy boy's attention

credits to the author!! Summary: "I am not harmless," Eddie had said, his eyes thundering-a challenge. "I could ruin your life." "I dare you," Richie had replied, a smug smile on his face.

[completed] Pennywise is defeated and the Losers Club decide to make the best of their summer before high school. They put their past behind them and look towards a new - hopefully more normal - future. Without a killer clown chasing after the group, their lives get some sort of normalcy. But with secrets being revealed and truths uncovered, the normalcy between the group soon vanishes. Beverly - 14; Richie - 14; Mike - 13; Stanley - 13; Bill - 14: Ben - 13/14; Eddie - 13

Richie Tozier has his whole life figured out. He has his gang, known as the losers club, he is the quarterback on the high schools football team and practically every girl in the school wants him. Richie had no troubles...until the new boy joined.

"How do you know if you love someone?"- Richie asked. Bev smirked. "You know you're in love with someone when they're literally your world. You want nothing but happiness for them even if you can't be the one who gives them that. Why Rich, is someone on your mind?"

─ ⊹⁀𖨂 * +. 000. | ❪ 𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ❫ ↳ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 Eddie was sitting alone in the rain when a tall figure appeared in front of him " What do yo- " before he could finish he felt a pair of soft lips press against his own. He melted into the kiss not knowing why he was mad a Richie in the first place. He only wanted Richie to hold him in the cold rain and never let go. He didn't care that it was raining all he could think about was Richie. ( @ 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝗇𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗓𝖾𝗋 ) ( 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽 07.13.19 ) ( 𝖾𝖽𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 )