It was the boy she grew up to hate more than anything, until she found herself slowly falling for his bruised soul and haunted mind. "I just hate myself a little less when I'm with you." Trigger Warning: This story contains mature content, scenes of abuse, violence, sexual assault, and drug abuse - please read with caution! The characters Olive Winters and Samuel Sapphirus and the story line belongs to me, other than that, all credit goes to J.K. Rowling.