"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

"Love will always be a stronger bond then blood, Ashton."

"Who are you?" All Rights Reserved.© WriteDrunk 2014. Completed.

"And why should I help you?" She sneered, a look of disgust obviously on her features. "Because, princess, I need a movie, and you need a crown." malums © 2014

"You have 100 days to make someone fall in love with you. Only the words 'I love you' can reverse the curse. However, when the numbered days are up, you will remain this way forever. It's your bet Irwin."

"Alright, you horny little shits, let's talk about sex,"

"It's amazing how wrong you can be about someone" WARNINGS: Language, Suggestive scenes and abuse This is not a love story, it is a story about love and losing it BOOK 1/3

“i’m a monster,” he mumbled. “a disgusting, gruesome monster.” COPYRIGHT 2014 © MUSICALIRWIN lowercase intended - BEFORE READING: i’ve had this idea for a long time, please don’t think i’m stealing from paramuke’s “misfits”, i absolutely love that story and I would never steal it. my story just happens to take place in a mental hospital. -

She found something, or rather someone, she never expected to find in her new room.