Lost and indulged in the world of fame, a virtuoso singer and songwriter is struggling to find the happiness music can't offer. But as the memory of an innocent love returns in a form of forever, everything changes. ⛔ WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS SMOKING, DRUG ADDICTION, AND SEXUAL WRITING. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF THEY AREN'T YOUR CUP OF TEA. ⛔

The way it's all such a cliché makes Lisa want to claw her eyes out. Rosie is her best friend and roommate. She was a double major for fine art and music. She was blonde and dainty and fair and tall and slender. She wore high waisted pants and skinny jeans and stan smiths and sweaters with only the front tucked in. She refuses to wear her prescription glasses and only wears it in their dorm room, when her eyes are too exhausted for contacts. And Lisa was the photography major and dance troupe captain who was absolutely smitten with her.

It's been six years since she walked out on Lisa, knowing she had broken her heart, knowing she would cry and mull over the words she had said, words that were too hard, words she didn't have the right to say, words Lisa didn't deserve to hear. It's been six entire years and Chaeyoung had never expected Lisa to wait for her, but something inside of her coils tightly when she thinks that she might never be able to make Lisa understand how much she changed her life, willingly or not, knowingly or not. She owes it to herself to knock on Lisa's door and wait and pray she will let her get the words out before all hell breaks loose, before she kicks and screams and punches Chaeyoung like she's pretty sure Lisa wants to - if she were Lisa she'd want her head on a stick. Gritting her teeth so hard she's half afraid of grinding them to dust, Chaeyoung raises her fist and knocks on the door. converted from clexa au // credits to sassymajesty, archiveofourown first book is "bargaining for more" converted by joohwangies remember if you want this book to hit different then don't forget to read the previous book :)