This story will connect with the first book Fifty Shades of Living. So, you will need to read that one first, or you will be lost towards the end of this one. I wanted to write about Christian's beginning. What he thought about his past, and how it was completely the opposite. Hopefully, it will explain all those missing pieces we've all wondered about. This story contains a lot of trigger warnings! So I will not be posting beware of trigger warnings on each chapter. Please vote, comment, and enjoy! Credit for original characters goes to E.L. James from the Fifty Shades trilogy. All other characters are mine.

On the night Ana plans to tell Christian she is pregnant, his disdain towards children prior to their conversation deters her from doing so. She struggles against his protests to divorce, but eventually hides her pregnancy and runs away with her baby. 2 years later and still neither has been able to move on from their marriage that was equal to love as it was passion. Old flames were rekindled, and Ana fell pregnant once more. However, something made her run once more. Will these two lovers get their family neither one realized they deserved? And what happens when there are outside forces resiting their reunion?