"at the sight of the words 'I love you' the desire to stay alive had welled up in him" - george orwell, 1984. a dazai osamu x reader

|| completed || [Dazai Osamu x Reader] Love is a difficult thing. It takes time, effort and patience to maintain a relationship. Especially when you're in love with a suicidal maniac. #BSDWattys2017

COMPLETED • There is no better way to describe you than a doll, living to please your owner. At the age of 11, Mori took you in from an orphanage and brought you to the Port Mafia; that's when you met Dazai and discovered your ability. At the age of 12, you become Dazai's right hand...except you aren't allowed any contact with the outside world. At 13, you hear a voice that you are told is nothing but a dream, at 14 you've become nothing but a puppet in the hands of a puppet master. At age 15 he's gone, and you are left with nothing. In the present, now 19, executive Chuuya Nakahara is given responsibility of you, but when he takes you on a mission and you don't react the way he needs you to, he starts to realize something is terribly wrong with you...he just doesn't know what. Only meeting you once in the past, what will happen when he starts piecing it all together? How will he react when he starts to care more about you than he should? What strings will he have to play to free you from your past? How deep do your wounds run? • - Trigger warnings: the usual you'd find in BSD, implications of sexual harrassment. - I will be using female pronouns. - nsfw warning in part 2 (chapter 41). • Disclaimer: I don't own the characters except for "you". The credit to the Bungou Stray Dogs world goes to the respective owners. The plot is all originally mine, however. • Thank you to Mar for making me this lovely cover. Love always. (@marster_)

➢【DISCONTINUED AND REWRITTEN IN ANOTHER BOOK】 Yandere!Dazai x Reader ➢ After being betrayed by the mafia and nearly killed by their executive from a fit of rage, he decides to spare your life for an unknown reason. You were found on the brink of death by an organization called the Armed Detective Agency, taken in by them and becoming a member. Everyone welcomes you friendly, yet one of them seems too friendly. ➢【WARNINGS】 Trigger warnings include the usual for Bungou Stray Dogs, as this is a yandere x reader, it will include manipulation, verbal abuse, threats, and angst. The relationship between y/n and Dazai will be very toxic with psychological abuse and physical aggression. ➢【DISCLAIMER】 No copyright infringement intended, I don't own any of the original Bungou Stray Dogs characters, I only own the plot of the story and the character "y/n".

» nsfw series » inspired by @carrotcakey [DISCONTINUED] || akutagawa x reader • 05 / 13 / 17

"𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕓𝕒𝕕𝕝𝕪, 𝕀 𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕒𝕔𝕔𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕪." ◑ ━━━━━ ▣ ━━━━━ ◐ Y/n was reckless. As a high schooler, she knew it clearly when registering on a friend making app, or so she thought so. Never in her imagination would she have considered making a friend on a hooking app, especially when they were a part of the Port Mafia. Chuuya was bored out of his mind. Repetition dulled him, killing no longer satisfied, and he turned to woman and hooking apps to find at least some source of interest. After Dazai, his ex-partner had left, everything went downhill, that is, until he meets Y/n. Dazai was obsessed. Dwelling on living had been such a fragile topic in his life, that is, until Y/n joined the Detective Agency. Living up the place and bringing hope to the brunette, he can't help but fall for her. With Chuuya and Dazai both enemies, and Y/n the one cord that ties them together, it only means one thing. Chaos. ◑ ━━━━━ ▣ ━━━━━ ◐ As you know- this is a Chuuya x Reader x Dazai fanfic, it originates from the anime and manga Bungo Stray Dogs, if you haven't watched or read it- do it, trust me you won't have any regrets. The credit for the setting and most characters for this fanfic goes Sango Harukawa.

A young girl is caught up in the middle of a fiasco, and soon ends up having to fear for her own life. Scared, and running from mafia, she is pulled into protection by the Armed Detective Agency. The relationships she forms with the members are comforting to her, and help her cope through her fears. But soon, a new relationship is formed. A different and exciting one, with the one and only Dazai Osamu.

It had been years since you last saw the red-head. You had lost contact after moving to London to live with your fiance. Suddenly back in Japan, single, without anything to your name, you find him by luck. Turns out, in those few years a lot had changed in Yokohama. From the king of the sheep to a mafioso's dog. Old feelings, ones you had set aside travel back up, new feelings rise to meet those. In the way of all of that, the monster who called himself your fiance. The lies of your past, the twist of your words, all of those undone by his sudden appearance. Is redemption a possibility, if somebody like dazai reached salvation in the light surely, you'd find that same light? After all, they didn't need to know that awful past. Warnings- - She/her pronouns used - Shorter than Chuuya - Last two chapters contain smut (can be skipped over via skipping bold / italic text) - Gore - Swears Top 10 in # 1 in chuuyaxreader on 3/24/21 # 1 in mafiaxreader on 3/24/21 # 5 in mildgore on 3/24/21 # 1 in dazaixreader on 4/10/21 # 1 in mildgore on 4/10/21 # 1 in straydogs on 4/10/21

dear chuuya, you're glowing like a glass heart. |started: 14 01 20| |finished: 03 11 20| highest rank: #375 out of #18,3k in letters

"You're not In love with him again, are you?" "No." I lied. -in which a girl suffers from dealing with the true gift and handling the wrecking emotions of seeing her lost lover... and maybe even their new love for each other. BUNGOU STRAY DOGS// 文豪ストレイドッグス 「Female Reader x Dazai」 COMPLETED Highest ranks #8 -anime #1 - Dazaiosamu #1- atsushinakajima