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Silenced بقلم a_spoonful_of_sugar
a_spoonful_of_sugar
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Book 1 Silence. The art of keeping quiet and never making a sound. The fear that causes you to lose your voice. Kaiser Donovan hasn't talked in years. After being taken from his home at 11 by the stalker he never knew he had, Kaiser had became silent. Never making a sound. Ever since he returned home, he has been paranoid. Afraid. Terrified. That his biggest nightmare will return. That he will return. His fear of the pain that comes with talking greater than the pain he is causing to others. Will Kaiser ever find his voice or will he remain silenced? ************************** This is a boyxboy story. So beware. Don't read pass this if you are against this.
Bruised Innocence بقلم ArwinRArfield
ArwinRArfield
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An innocent boy gains the attention of a senior jock of the school. The journey home after a joyride scars his soul and takes him to a new level of solitude and understanding of this world. Will he ever be able to heal after someone brutally shattered his innocence and move on or will he plunge deep down the roads of depression and change for the worse? They say that holding on to pain only hurts you but how do you let something like that go?
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Where The Light Doesn't Reach بقلم AnxiousStar
AnxiousStar
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Carter's drowning and his parents only make it worse. They call him a disappointment, neglecting him and ignoring his cries for help, all while unaware of the dark secret he's kept for a very long time- A secret he doesn't want anyone to figure out. But there's a man named Gray who seems to appear out of nowhere, and he chose Carter as his new best friend. With his persistence and their growing friendship, it's only a matter of time before Carter's secret is exposed. What would happen then? - Cover by @Rosin_Reads - Content warnings: S/A, neglect, suicidal thoughts, loss/grief, self-harm, homophobia, slurs, physical violence, physical abuse, mental abuse, mental illness, recovery
The Snowy-haired Genius بقلم _Lost-in-stars_
_Lost-in-stars_
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Jason Williams didn't think going out to dinner with his family was going to be any different than usual. Comments about his sexuality, some teasing from his brothers, and lots of paparazzi. You know, nothing strange at all. But a fight with his father made Jason storm out of the restaurant, down an alleyway, and suddenly his life isn't the usual anymore. He woke up in an unfamiliar dark room, and a handsome boy opened his door to explain. The snowy-haired genius was holding him captive until he got what he wanted. Life couldn't be worse. Warning: This book contains mental issues such as depression, schizophrenia, and others. If you're sensitive to that kind of thing, then you should probably think twice before reading this. Of course, if you want to read it and you're sensitive, I'm not stopping you. This book only touches upon the subjects; It doesn't go deep into suicide attempts and voices. Remember despite the hate these mental illnesses receive, I believe you. Mental illnesses are no joke, they're not something I try to use for views. I am not hating on the illnesses. I know it's hard, but they are relevant to the book so I had to include them. If you're feeling depressed, please talk to a counsellor. Or, if you're too scared for that, I'll happily listen and give you advice. Thank you! (I needed to include this because I didn't want people thinking I thought the mental illnesses were stupid. I don't, I promise. I love you, and I need you to keep fighting!)
Left out. . . {bxbxb} بقلم Thatgayshipperlol
Thatgayshipperlol
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Andrew has been happily dating his boyfriend, Derek, for years. But when a new boy comes into both of their lives, it opens Andrew's eyes to who his boyfriend really is. Andrew wants to break up with him, but he has too many happy memories with Derek. But he emotionally, and physically, can't be with him any longer. ⚠️TW: Rape⚠️ ⚠️DON'T READ IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS⚠️ (COVER MADE BY NoBoDy_WaNtEd)
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Save Me [boyxboy] بقلم Dramanga
Dramanga
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[This is a BoyxBoy story, so if you don't like that kind of thing, then don't read this. Another thing, there will be alot of references to religion and some violence. Again, if you can't handle that, then don't read this.] Giovanni Jacobucci is not a happy boy. His family avoids him and is very cold to him because he is gay since they are devoutly Christian, his boyfriend, who he hates, is extremely abusive and threatens to kill him if he ever tells anyone and the only person he was really able to tall to moved away. But what happens when Christian, his brother's best friend, starts to figure out his secret? Will he just make every worse, or will things start to look up?
Enamour [boyxboy] بقلم BennThomas
BennThomas
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[ boy x boy ] Ethan Ryder wasn't planning on moving to a new town just before starting his final year at high school. He wasn't planning on leaving his friends behind, only to have to make new ones. He wasn't planning on leaving his dad behind, either. But after Ethan's mom caught her husband cheating, she ran off, taking nothing but her two children and a lorry full of furniture. And leaving nothing but the divorce papers. Ethan's family was struggling with money; leaving on such short notice it was hard for his mom to secure a job. And with Ethan starting brand new at a new school, he had his own problems. Babysitting his little sister, dealing with a new, demanding friend, the threats of beginning at a new school, and a cute guy in his photography class that won't leave him alone. - - - - - Cover credit: @LuCaBeLLe - - - - - - Nominated for the Watty's 2018 Longlist #1 - #breakstereotypes / 10.8.18 #13 - #stereotypes / 22.8.18 #3 - #fandom / 29.12.18 #16 - #romance / 5.12.18 #1 - #homosexual /15.12.18 #1 - #highschool / 21.3.19 #1 - #cliche / 23.2.19 #3 - #completed / 13.3.19 #6 - #gay / 28.3.19 #8 - #lgbt / 15.7.19
A Sinner's Obsession  بقلم Prettywildd
Prettywildd
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"You're mine, Julian. And no one, and I mean No. One. Touches what's mine." •THE OBSESSED I'm Obsessed. I can't control it. His body. His heart. His life. I want it all. I want him. He's mine. And nothing's going to stop me from claiming what's mine. Not even him. I am his professor. It's wrong. Unholy. Forbidden. But even my name is a sin in itself. •THE OBSESSION All I ever wanted was a normal life. A one where I study, play in my band's concerts, and live a happy, decent life. A one where I'm no one's fixation. But he teared that dream apart and made me watch it burn. Made me watch as he became the king of ashes. My ashes. My stalker, my shadow, the man who's obsessed with me. The man who suffocates me In the best way possible. I'm his obsession. And he won't stop until I'm his. Nothing but a possession of his. He wants to own my body, my life, and most importantly, my heart. Nothing can stop him. Not even me. A Sinner's Obsession is a dark MM romance featuring an unhinged man who has an obsession, and won't stop until he claims it. If you want to see who wins in this war of desire and logic, click on that first chapter and believe me, you won't regret it! Marked mature for sexual scenes (smut/spice) And for violent scenes (NOT BETWEEN THE MAIN LEADS) and a LOT of other stuff. For a more detailed list of trigger warnings check the author's note which is right before the first chapter. All rights reserved to me, Prettywildd. Happy reading!
Bent (Boyxboy) بقلم CaitlynFournier
CaitlynFournier
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Sebastian has been through a lot after realizing that he was gay. His parents took it in stride but his school and town were less than friendly about it. Danny and his younger brother have been abused ever since their older brother had mysteriously died one day. Sebastian transferred to a new school after something happened over the summer something he never wants to think about again....the reason for his scars... Forced to work together in school Danny and Sebastian get to know each other, but is it just a friendship or maybe something else? ***TRIGGER WARNING for some of the subjects that the story touches on*** **Just changed the name from "Only For You" to "Bent" the name just sounds cooler :3 The story is available on Amazon in Paperback and Kindle, and Kobo :) if you want the complete edited version.
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Beneath Your Skin (boyxboy) بقلم truedesiree
truedesiree
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"When I push it into your mouth... just swallow." His lips part slightly, breath uneven. I lean in, close enough to count the flecks in his eyes. Our knees brush slightly. He pulls back a second too late. I take a slow drag, hold it, then exhale steady between us. The smoke slips past his lips, and in that second, I can't help it. I press my mouth to his. *** Blake Callahan ruined me without even trying. Now I'm going to ruin him too-one threat, one kiss, one perfectly timed prank at a time. He has everything-money, looks, and a last name that opens doors. The golden boy of Seattle: captain of the soccer team, top of the class, with a future already written in Ivy League gold. Me? I'm Ryder Quinn. Dyed hair, piercings, fists bruised from too many fights, and a life with no safety net. Reckless. Broke. No future. We come from opposite worlds-his built on privilege, mine on survival. We're supposed to hate each other. And for a while, we do. But hate turns into tension. Tension turns into something neither of us can control. Because loving him was never part of the plan. Destroying him was.