-𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 ʳᵘᵉ ᵇᵉⁿⁿᵉᵗᵗ "𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙩?" -How a girl with PTSD only finds comfort in the drug addict she meets at her new school. (...ruexfem!oc) (...euphoria s2) (...italian version on @fabbricanteDiStress)

in which some teens are trying to recover, better themselves, find support, and love "𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘁𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼 𝗰𝗹𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝘀, 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝘂𝗻𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘂𝗻𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗴𝗼." (Rue Bennett x fem! oc) Started: August 2019 Finished: August 2020

For the first time Peter Parker really, truly, is alone. Struggling to cope with the loss of his last family member, Peter finds himself failing to win the long battle against his own brain. Always refusing to give up, but also not wanting to participate. Read as Peter Parker tries desperately to fade away.....except, he got accepted into the Stark internship. And for some reason Tony Stark seems to care enough to ask him if he's okay. This is iron dad cause ✨ found family ✨

After Peter had been bitten by a spider and the death of his Uncle Ben, Peter became Spider-man. Living with his Aunt May, going to high school as a sophomore and at night saving the people of Queens from Robberies, Kidnappings and some of Spider-mans enemies. One day Peter comes home to see his Aunt May shot and killed just like his Uncle Ben. Peter was then taken to an Orphanage where he was neglected by the care takers only a few kids try to help him make it through his time in the Orphanage. But sadly over the time of three months Peter slowly stopped talking, the schools therapist that was in charged of helping Peter to talk again. Tony and Pepper are wanting to adopt a kid thinking that having a kid will help keep the other's from having another 'Civil war' issue. So that is what they did, going to the closest Orphanage in Queens. When they first lay their eyes on Peter they knew that he was special and that he was the one. Everything was going great but all good things must come to an end. Will Peter make it out of his depressed state or will he be forever lost in his depression. I do not own anything except for the story plot and my Oc. All rights belong to their rightful owners. might change it to Mature later on into the story just in case. Book 1

❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

"Kid you don't have to do this." I spin my head around, all the Avengers are behind me. It's like a photo... a perfect photo. Their stances match perfectly with the view and the sky. The golden hour light spills over the rooftop like a toppled glass of orange juice. "Friday told me where you are, your heart-rate. Peter, we can help." "No." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The story without the happy ending. TW: Suicide attempt Suicide Self-Harm Depression Anxiety Self hate. Begin the story at what Peter believed was the end of his life, and end it at what actually was. Playlist - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/20XExUeeR3ibOk9JwznFvA?si=2vbFglf7Sw-sH-mM5IyNzg ☹︎☻︎ All characters belong to Marvel Studios, I don't own any characters.

Within only an hour, it felt like his world stopped spinning. His life collapsed. He gets the opportunity for a second chance, but will it be worth all the trouble? Extended summary inside. This is a prequel to Permanent, but you can read them in either order! Permanent is already published (and completed) on my profile. Updates every Sunday! Start date - 8/28/22 End date - 11/20/22 TW - Abuse, suicide, bullying, violence, injuries/blood, (brief) language, and (brief) panic/anxiety attacks I won't be posting TW's at the beginning of each chapter. This is it. Disclaimer - Most of the characters and settings belong to Marvel.

Peter thought he had his life after high school all figured out until a Mr. Wade Wilson walked into his life. {This is a romantic fic. Only good feels allowed. Also this is your official lemon warning. Lots of it. Very zesty.} HUGE thank you to the artist who let me use their work for the cover! If you like it make sure to check out their other pieces at : http://fionafuartwork.tumblr.com

Peter parker is a 15 year old orphan. his life is miserable until he sees his two heros in a way he never expected to. (in this universe clint is 19 but lives with the avengers)(it has some spidypool but in this universe wade is 16, one grade above Peter) (trigger warning: selfharm & suicidal thoughts/actions) Check the time. If it is past 10:00 at night, get a glass of water and try to sleep. -your new bi dad

(WARNING: SELF HARM) Spiderman (Peter Parker) has an addiction....with cutting himself. It all started when his Aunt May was diagnosed with Cancer...and died a week later. With this, Peter was traumatized and needed someone to turn to, but Mary Jane left him in the cold all because if his sexuality ( he is Bisexual in this story). With no one to help him deal with his misery, he met a friend, his razor blade. And has made drawing hard on his skin with it a habit. But everything changed once he met Wade Wilson, also known as, Deadpool. Cover art found on ArtStation