I can't ever remember a time that was like this. A time where I might actually be happy, a time where I might actually have a friend, a time where I felt comfortable in my own skin. Where I felt safe in my mind. Where my thoughts weren't eating me alive. My oh my let me tell you my life hasn't been easy, and I may remember how all of that felt, but I made it through. That is the thing I am most in love with. I may have a burning passion inside of my heart for many other things but that fact, will forever hold the key to my happiness.