[UNDER HEAVY EDITING] - - - She didn't mean to do the things she did. She didn't mean for any of this to happen. But it did. At the age of fourteen, [Name] had manifested unique abilities she didn't even know she possessed, unlimited power, strength and knowledge. And yet, for such a gift at anyones fingertips - it would be a matter of time before chaos would find its stay. Kids, so cruel, bullied her, family neglected her, and one day fate had decided they would pay. That was over sixty five years ago, but the world never let her forget. She lived in fear, not that one day she would be a victim to the fate she finalized for herself years ago - no - but the fear that everything shes ever tried to get away from would one day take everything from her. She wasn't aware of how long time had passed when he met her. Hidden away from everything, not daring to show her face to the world that wanted her dead over sixty years ago. He could see something others didn't. Misjudgment. He noticed the good within her, offered a home and food. He claimed to have wanted her to a better life than eating forest animals, to control her abilities and make the world believe she was innocent. Eventually she let her walls down, opened up to the team of heros the world loved, she eventually felt as if she was apart of something she was never given. A family. But, fate had other plans. - - - [Disclaimer: Story contains SPOILERS! violence, swearing, torture, child abuse and neglect, mental abuse/illness, blood, self harm, mentions of drug abuse, murder ; Avengers/Marvel belong to its original creator.]

"A gift." One guard says to someone else in the room as he leaves. I groan in pain and scrunch myself into a ball, squeezing my eyes shut. Seconds later I hear shuffling and then someone is beside me. "Y/N?" Asks a voice. No- Bucky's voice. My whole body relaxes and I let out a soft breath. He's ok. ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ Staying together has always been the most important thing to Y/N Rogers. After the death of her mother left her an orphaned 15-year-old, her friendship with her older brother Steve and best friend Bucky mattered more than ever. She latched onto them, finding some bittersweet solace in their closeness. In turn, they finished raising her. The three were inseparable. Even now, six years later, nothing has changed. So when Bucky and Steve both leave to fight in the war the last thing she's going to do is stay in Brooklyn. Nothing's too far if it keeps their trio together. Not leaving everything she knows behind, not shoving down feelings she's refused to acknowledge for years, not even risking her life time and time again. It's the kind of commitment fueled by an infinite amount of love, but guaranteed to end in disaster, every single time. BOOK ONE IN THE EDELWEISS SERIES BOOK TWO: I WATCHED THE SKY CRUMBLE - #1 in hydra (7/5/21) - #1 in marvelsmut (8/7/21) - #5 in hurtcomfort (8/2/21) - #5 in marvelfanfiction (8/2/21) - #12 in buckybarnes (8/7/21) CONTENT WARNINGS: graphic torture, violence, death, loss of identity, themes surrounding sexual assault and predatory sexual behavior between adults, sexual themes, brief anxiety, PTSD, smut, ANGST, swearing. Please feel free to point out typos! (Just be polite about it)- also please keep in mind before passing judgment that this entire book was written over the course of my 8th grade school year Started - October 2020 Finished - July 2021 (Being edited) All characters and events (other than ones of my own creation) belong to Marvel.

"𝐼'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑛 𝐼 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠.'' "𝑀𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡....'' •Bucky: quiet and reserved •Y/n: friendly and sincere •The Avengers Tower: absolute chaos After the war, the whole team has made up and moved in together. Even after that, Bucky still feels like a burden to everyone except Steve. Y/n hasn't told him about her similar past, but how would he react if she did? Follow a story of a budding romance, insane friendships, and a very annoyed Tony. Playlist featured in various chapters ♫ Contains coarse language. Recommended 14+ (STILL BEING WRITTEN) November 2020 - #1 in buckyxreader February 2021 - #1 in marvelfanfic April 2021 - #3 in readerxcharacter

y/n decides to take a break from the avengers after a certain metal armed man joins the team, bucky barnes. she despises him, why? because the winter soldier killed y/n's only family, her sister. but after being made to return back to her job, she's forced to work with bucky to sort out the hatred between the two. every mission consists of the two arguing, physically fighting or insulting eachother. will the two of them ever get along? or will y/n get revenge for the death of her sister? i don't own any of the mcu characters!!! but i do own the storyline, plots and "y/n" !! THANK YOU FOR ALL THE READS<3 i don't think words can honestly express how happy and grateful i am that this many people have liked my story, thank you :)