"So lost... I'm faded..." ** Contains self harm, depression, gore and mentions of suicide. If sensitive to that topics I tell you, it's dangerous to read this, for it has those topics.

This is why no one should commit suicide. If you think no one cares please read this and know someone cares.

"Please don't do it" •contains mostly texting•

Late night thoughts.

Next time I smile... Look into my eyes and tell me what you really see...

Jessie Black has been depressed for a while now. She's 17 and her mother died 2 years ago and her father doesn't act like one. Before her mom passed, they had a 'perfect' family. But ever since her mom died everything went downhill.

My name is Rachelle, I'm 13 almost 14, I'm from Tennessee. I have three brothers. I'm very shy and quiet. Until you get to know me. Did I mention I was homeschooled? It sucks cause I don't really socialize. I met all my friends at church. Yes I'm a Christian. I believe in God. I'm kinda obsessed with 5sos (5 Seconds Of Summer) I love them. I've been obsessed them for about a year. So I haven't been apart of the 5sos fam long. I'm also depressed. There have been times when I've wanted to die. But this is my story.

Disarray is an outcast, people call her 'emo'. Her family is full of preps. They hate her new lifestyle of being the way she is. They hate the fact that she dyed her long blonde hair black and got it cut so its more scene. She has multiple tattoos and piercings, but there's one thing that they do not know, she has a cutting problem, no one knows about it, not even her two best friends Tara and Alice. She is haunted by the past that caused her to change, she blames herself. What will happen when her best friend Alice enters a contest to go on tour with Falling In Reverse, Black Veil Brides and Blood On The Dance Floor? Alice is a suicidal outcast all because of one mistake that she didn't foresee. Now she is a junior in high school and has to deal with two alcoholic parents and take care of her little sister. She had wanted to sing ever since she learned how to play acoustic guitar when she was eight and the piano when she was 9, now shes 17 years old and can play acoustic and electric guitar and the piano/keyboard. Her dream seems to be going down the drain until when shopping at Hot Topic, her friends sees a flyer that says you can win a chance to go on tour with Falling In Reverse with special guests Black Veil Brides and Blood On The Dance floor. What will happen when she decides to enter? O rwhen a certain someone starts to worm their way into her heart, will she finally break down and confess about her past attempts at suicide? Or will she just push them away like she has everyone else?