lets hang by the swings book one of the alive series ©wastedirwin_

Mellissa's just a normal teenager, struggling with society's problem with how people should look. Already been in a mental hospital for 7 months, was she better of in the hospital? As she goes home she notices how problematic her parents relationship is, how her sister has an eating disorder too and her twin brothers have learning difficulties. Besides those problems, Mel starts her last year of high school, but word gets out she is anorexic and has been a mental hospital. Her friends and family start to abandon her. So will it be worth it living or should she take the bottle of pills that cry out for her? That's the choice she has to make.

❝ you're the only boy who's ever made me forget about all the bad, you're my distraction ❞ © hemmkinks **warning: deals with depression/self harm/suicide throughout much of the story, don't read if this is a triggering subject for you.

If only he made most of his time while he had her. If only he loved her for who she was. If only she realized she was perfect for him. I've know her my whole life. She's my best friend's little sister. Nothing more than that to me. But I never imagined how my feelings for her could have changed. When she admitted her feelings to me, I turned her down. Why would I date a younger girl who's like a sister? But when the caterpillar became a butterfly, I forgot the past, and saw beneath that young girl. Regular Updates CONTAINS MILD DRUG REFERENCE AND SOME ABUSIVE LANGUAGE

Fifteen year old Avery lives in a rich estate with her mother and father. She feels lonely, isolated, trapped. But when a mysterious boy walks past her window, she can't help falling for his looks. Without actually ever speaking to him, they communicate through notes, her feelings for him getting stronger. But she has to keep it a secret. For if her strict mother found out she was falling in love with a city boy and not someone else rich from her estate, she may never see him again.

Life takes a turn for the worst after Allison has to live with her father whom she hasn't spoken with in 12 years. Switching schools and facing real life problems is hard for Alice when her whole life everything has been handed to her. She finally has to turn to the last person she ever thought she would ask help from. Secrets and lies are exposed as she struggles to keep herself from going insane. Learning to adapt is harder than she imagined. It's survival of the fittest. not all endings are happy

One post will change everything... Playful Bailey Grant and practical Megan Farrell are best friends... until Bailey starts ditching Megan for virtual quality time with a boy she meets online. Megan doesn't trust Ryder West and thinks Bailey's making a big mistake.

I was collecting the coins from the back of the Space Invaders machine when you walked in. I'd never seen you around before, but for some reason I could tell you weren't new in town. The funny thing about it all though, was that the old, battered but still working pinball machine that I had sworn I'd never touch again was what kick-started our friendship. { slow updates }

"So you guys had phone sex yet?" "NO!" "So you've been talking to this guy for two months, and you haven't had phone sex yet? God how boring." "How can I when I don't even know his name?" "Aha! So that means you WANT to have phone sex with him!" "What? No!" Archie Heldom has it all, good looks, and burgeoning film career, and his pick of any woman he could possibly want. But a dark addiction threatens to take it all. Isobel Fraber has just walked in on her boyfriend cheating on her, without hesitance she dials her best friend for that vital reassurance, but in her haste she misdials a number that has an unimaginable impact on her life.

"Why can't I be popular and have friends?" Levi and Lexi are twins. They are closer than close. They've always stuck together and been best friends. They've always told each other everything. After years of homeschooling, they're to join the local comprehensive, Dowerling, for Year 10. While Levi moves straight into the popular crowd with girls swooning at his feet, Lexi totally messes up in front of them and is officially a loner. Somehow, Lexi discovers another side to Levi. One that doesn't care at all for her. One that has no time for her. The new Levi who hates Lexi. Desperate to get her brother back, and desperate to get a social life, Lexi is fixated to an amazing website: How To Get A Life - The forum website for all the people who are struggling with making friends and being a social butterfly, with tips and chats from other users. Join Lexi in this tale of popularity, friendship, emotions, love and discovery of the real world. WARNING: may be slightly triggering in some chapters (tw: self-harm, sucicide, depression etc.) (a/n: it's been three years since I wrote this story but thank you so much to all the supporters over the years. this is a cringey mess but it's also one of the things that is very dear to my heart and this should be staying up for the foreseeable future, even though I wrote this when I was 12 and I can barely look at it. thank you so much for reading <3)