After Kageyama was chosen to be Karasuno's official setter , Suga's self esteem drops. Not wanting to cause his friends any concerns , he bottles it up and tries to ignore the little voice in his head that whispers , "you're not good enough" every minute of every day. Being ignored constantly by coach Ukai , having to stay on the sidelines watching the other 3rd years playing and not being able to feel the happiness of contributing to a win , has left Suga desperate for relief , and he found it, well , them. Soon he found happiness in seeing the thin lines on his pale thighs , he though that by not eating he would lose weight and be more agile and mobile in game. Nobody suspected a thing , he hid everything behind a mask , until one practice where everything went wrong. Trigger Warning : Please read with caution , if you are triggered by things such as cutting please read another fic Much love <3

Suga aways seems to be in a happy mood, cheering people on, always smiling and laughing and giving advice but when he becomes the only remaining Sugawara who can he talk to about how he feels?"

After having traumatic experiences in Tokyo, Sugawara moves to Miyagi, expecting it to be the same...but then he met Daichi. Sawamura Daichi was a social butterfly. A lot of people knew him. He was active in school activities,he was a leader,and he was just overall a nice person...but he always felt like there was something missing. Suga. These two are beautiful. Watch their adventure of entering high school as freshman. ---------- "I love you...." "....Daichi...." ----------- TRIGGER WARNING: CUSSING,EDs, TRAUMA, PTSD, MENTAL HEALTH, ETC. (Also, this fanfic is very long for a reason. I don't want to be held back so this is what it is.) Hope you enjoy! -Ollie : )

Vanilla- book 2 (I highly advise you to read the first fanfic called "Vanilla" because this will not make sense.) After Sugawara's tough time in Tokyo, he moves back to Miyagi and becomes a daycare teacher. It's what he's always wanted to do. After his break up with Daichi, he never found love again. Daichi was his love. He hasn't seen Daichi for nearly 10 years, and he forgot about it completely. Meanwhile, Daichi has been a business worker in Miyagi for 5 years. He's a single dad now, after his girlfriend left him for not showing enough love. His daughter has always went to this daycare, but one day when he walks in, he sees him back in Miyagi. His only love. Will these two ever be the same as they were in high school? Or will the past shoot back and separate them more? (I will put TW's on top of the chapters if there is anything triggering in them. I hope you enjoy. Again, I HIGHLY ADVISE TO READ VANILLA #1 FIRST!!!) -Olive

Das hier ist eine fanfiction, in der Suga in Daichi, seinen besten Freund, verliebt ist und nicht weiß, wie er damit umgehen soll. Hier mal ein kleiner Ausschnitt: Obwohl, ein Drama war es ja irgendwie schon. Und wenn er so darüber nachdachte, war an diesen Storys wohl mehr dran als man dachte. Er seufzte. Er wollte eigentlich gerade gar nicht über sowas nachdenken. Er wollte sich viel lieber mit Daichi unterhalten und den ungestörten Moment genießen. Hoffe es gefällt ein paar Leuten😊 Ach ja bevor ich es vergesse: Ich habe keine Rechte an den Bildern oder Figuren

" Sᴜɢᴀ ᴅᴜ ʙɪsᴛ ɴɪᴄʜᴛ ɴᴜʀ ᴍᴇɪɴ ʙᴇsᴛᴇʀ Fʀᴇᴜɴᴅ, sᴏɴᴅᴇʀɴ ᴀᴜᴄʜ ᴅɪᴇ Lɪᴇʙᴇ ᴍᴇɪɴᴇs Lᴇʙᴇɴs", Für Sugawara gibt es im Moment nichts wichtiges, außer seine Freunde, Volleyball, die Schule und nicht zu vergessen Daichi. Aber als dieser eine Freundin hat, ist Sugawara Eifersüchtiger als er dachte. !BOYXBOY! !don't like it, dont read it!

Abgeschlossen! Sugawara Koushi ist sehr ehrlich, sehr liebenswürdig, sehr lebensfreudig und auch sehr stark. Aber irgendwann erwartet sein Leben eine drastische Wendung, mit der er nun versucht normal weiterzuleben. ❗TW❗ -Tod -Suizid -Depressionen -Selbstverletzung -Krankheit

The story of two volleyball players, one depressed and alone and the other figuring it out Trigger Warning ⚠️ This book contains self harm and suicide shit, so don't read if this makes you uncomfortable or triggers you Also has the big gay so ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) But no premarital sex!!!1!1!!

After coming home from volleyball camp, Sugawara realizes how bad he actually needed help. he gets into therapy starts using apps it doesn't work quite how he thought it would. So, with the help of his best friends and boyfriend, he finds the right path, and he does it all while still trying to keep up in Volleyball with camps and tournaments and preparing for graduation. (I'm so bad at descriptions I'm so sorry) ⚠️TRIGGERS⚠️ ⚠️Anxiety ⚠️Depression ⚠️Self Harm ⚠️Suicidal Thoughts ⚠️Intrusive Thoughts ⚠️Alcohol ⚠️Drug Use DISCLAIMER; I do not claim to own Haikyuu, I only claim ownership of my storyline and cover art.

Sugawara, Third year at Karasuno and the Vice captain for the boys volleyball club. Despite that, he has some mental issues happening. Suga feels like he doesn't belong on the team, or in life in general. He feels like an outcast, like he's not good enough anymore since these talented freshmen started. He's stuck in his head and let's the thoughts get to him. . ⚠️Trigger Warnings⚠️ - Self Harm - Suicidal thoughts/tendencies/attempts - Swearing - Alcohol - Smoking - Anxiety - Depression - Eating disorders I do not claim to own Haikyu or it's characters. All I claim is My storyline and my cover.