Just when Zayn is about to end it all he meets Harry and everything changes. Will Harry be the savior Zayn has been searching for? Or will he drag Harry down right along with him, until they're both dead? -- ** SLOW UPDATES ** -------------------------- ** this book will contain self-harm, and sexual content. and maybe some drug/substance abuse. **

Please take me with you I don't wanna live my life through needles

" A baby, One contract, 9 months , With my boss . " -H.S What can happen in 9 months ?? Or What can't happen in 9 months ?? #1 Zarry

"He knows .. dirty secrets that I keep Does he know it's killing me? He knows , he knows..! " Harry. "I know what you did last night .. When he looks me in the eyes , they don't seem as mean no more. " Zayn.

Believe none of what you hear and only half of what you see. That’s what his father always tells him with that smile of his, the one that says, I’ll tell you that much, but the rest will cost you. Harry never knew what he meant, but he gets it now that he’s sitting in the dim bar of another hotel he won’t sleep in, the ice melting in his £18 gin and tonic. He doesn’t even like gin and tonic, but it’s all part of the game. And it is a game. It has to be, because if it isn’t that means he doesn’t enjoy it and he does.

"You're my hulk, Harry." Zayn digs a finger into Harry's chest. Harry stops walking and looks down at Zayn. He gulps, "I'm what?" Or a Zarry Au Where Harry won't let Zayn into his apartment. Zayn wants to know why.

"Who ever said love was easy?" "We can still be mates, yeah?" "Sex is fun. Double dates are....lethal." (Side Lilo) ©2015 Prisonerwithavision

Zayn Malik and Harry Styles are neighbors and bestfriends. They go to the same middle school and high school. Harry's gay and Zayn knows that. He supports Harry on his drama club and Harry supports Zayn on his Basketball tournaments at school. They may be total opposites but they care about each other. Zayn got Harry's back every time someone bullies him. Nobody messes with the Basketball's team captain's bestfriend. Harry's sexuality wasn't an issue to Zayn. In fact, Zayn became even more protective of him. His protectiveness grew when Harry found himself a boyfriend and not only that Zayn hated Harry's new boyfriend but he also found something deep in him, deep in his feelings. Completed: February 26, 2019

𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘮, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵, 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦, 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬. Zayn's the one who has everything you need, the one that everyone desires, provides both business and pleasure to men and women, but he has one strict rule; he doesn't do relationships. Harry is beautiful, flamboyant, annoyingly charming, and just so happens to be Zayn's best customer. But what happens under the disguise of lust when Harry starts looking to buy something that's not for sale? Will Zayn be able to put a price on emotion? • Zarry AU in London and Los Angeles • Contains some violence, drug use, drinking, strong language, mental health issues, and explicit sexual scenes Best Rankings: #1 in zarry #1 in bottomharry Completed November 2020 | V

Zayn and Harry are best friends from childhood. They can't leave each other's sight for one second. they are like Ying and yang, different sides of a same coin. Now it's time for new beginnings, they are both going to the same college and going to explore new things and Maybe they will get to see each other's totally new side that they didn't knew exists. Will they still be best friends after the turmoils that they will get to face in this new beginning of their life? © Copyright : All rights reserved || D.C