USER SERIES 1 Micah Rex: He's handsome, dangerous, reckless. An addict. When he walks into a room, people notice. People are scared of him, people don't look him in the eye. AJ Ferro: She's cute, nice respectful. A helper. When she walks in a room, people usually get flowers. People love her, people want to be her friend. Despite her cheery nature and soft words AJ has never had it easy when it came to addiction -or depression. Without his addiction, sadness and anger Micah doesn't know who he is -and he hates not knowing things. And, of all places, they meet at a rehab center. He looked at her and saw a peppy girl with no future. She looked at him and saw a troubled boy with a bad past. Micah wants to die, AJ wants him to live. It's only a matter of time before one of them breaks through or breaks the other. - I was 12 the first time I took a hit off a joint at a party, smoked a blunt by myself and bought a bong. I was 13 when I started drinking alcohol for fun. 14 the first time I took ecstasy at a college party I snuck into, the same age I lost my virginity. This was the first time I went to a mental institution because it's also the year I first tried to kill myself. 15 the first time I smoked meth, took a bump of cocaine, shot myself up with heroine. This was the first time I got sent to rehab, it didn't work and I came out worse. I was 16 when I tried to commit three times in the same year, the last time I got my heart to stop for 30 seconds. That year was also the first time I snorted Hydrocodone, getting me started in opiates, I experimented with Xanax and liked it. And I was a month from 17 when I got sober. - "Fuck you." I snap. "You already have." Micah bites out. "And I'm pretty fucking sure you liked it too, if your orgasms were anything to go by." - "I want-" Micah stopped, running his fingers through his hair. "Never mind what I want. What do you want?" His voice is quieter now, more gentle. "You."

Sloan, that's what everybody calls her. The girl that's rude to everyone, the girl who doesn't talk to anyone except her group of friends, the girl who hates anything and everything. Issac thinks there's more to it than that. He thinks everyone just sees the surface. He wants to see further, not just what's on the surface. Will this newfound friendship blossom into something else or stay the way it is? *needs editing*

❝She didn't need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for everything she was.❞ ••• April Adair is a confident yet opinionated 17-year-old girl living trapped in a cynical society that never fails to discriminates and pry open the secrets of others. When alone, April tries, but always fails to drown in all her insecurities she is determined not to show. She is trapped in her own mind, materialized and overwhelmed under the judgmental gaze of her parents. All she wants is to be free from the firm grip of the intruding eyes Bel-Aire's people; she is a trophy forgotten to be polished. Apollo Beckett is an optimistic 18-year-old who struggles beneath the disapproving glares of society. He lives placidly with his family in a secluded cabin on a lake just outside of society's inner circle, known to be silent and brooding. Because of this, people look down upon him, however, he could care less. It is only once Apollo meets April that his life does not feel as fulfilled as he thought it was. ••• I own all ideas of this story: both world and characters. My words are all written by myself and no one else. Do not steal any of my work. The cover is made by me. The picture is from Pinterest and was edited on Canva.

poetry // prose ( trigger warning. blood / suicide mentions & death hints ) [ ranked 8th in deep thinking 31/5/21 ] [ ranked 19 in poetry collection 13/6/21 ] [ ranked 101 in poetry 7/6/21 ]

In loving memory of Alexis Silva. my best friend who took her life on 24/3/20. rest in peace. [BOOK 1] ❝ she was a weapon meant to fight death. no emotions, detached thinking and the face of an angel ❞ alex. the worlds first human clone and the last. designed to kill who, there and then no matter what the situation. ❝ killing was the only way I survived ❞ when alex goes ahead with her mission. she thinks it's going to go like any other. just need to terminate the suspect. but it's not as easy as that. join her while she fights one person she had loved since she could remember, for the better of her future. [ ranked 🥇 "in memory of" 30/4/20 ] started: 2nd March 2020 ♡︎. end: 12th May 2020 ♡︎.