a dwindling, mercurial high - - - - - - - inspired by Taylor Swifts song, illicit affairs. I do not own criminal minds, just this plot and oc's. all rights are reserved

Your first year at the BAU has been everything you expected, it was something you enjoyed and were passionate about. Everything in your life remains normal. You have a stable apartment and you friendship with your coworkers is strong. That is until a case is worked on by the team that has ties to your past, a past that is filled with seduction and passion. After the case, you decide to take a leap of faith and re visit that past. In the process, meeting a man who has you wondering, who are they? You sure wanted to find out. In a story of secret love affairs and fear of loosing each other, Y/N and the man she meets might just be more than what they started out as. Friends. Spencer Reid x Reader Ratings: #1 in spencer #2 in reid #1 in reid #2 in matthew gray gubler started: 7/29/20 ended: 12/8/20

in which spencer reid comes to the long-overdue realisation that he definitely isn't straight [spencer reid, boyxboy] [season seven onwards]

"You want my help? Then beg for it." "I don't beg. But by the time I'm done with you, you'll be the one on your knees begging for mercy." [ 𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐱 𝐎𝐂 ] [ 𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒 ]

Your relationship with Spencer Reid is a simple one: friends and coworkers together at the BAU. One day, after Spencer stumbles upon something he shouldn't have, your relationship with him changes forever. [ based on season 1-2 spencer reid ] Warning: Spencer is mainly submissive in this fic-if you aren't down to read about that, this fic probably isn't for you! But alas, if you do read, enjoy! Cover by: @amygraymikae

"Just when I couldn't take it anymore, when the world took everything out of me, I found her." - S.R.

Spencer Reid has always felt alone. He's grown accustomed to it, so it doesn't really bother him. But when someone he recognizes from his past starts working at the BAU, he finds himself inexplicably drawn to her. The closer he gets, the more secrets he uncovers. What he does with them? That's his choice. [ based on late season 3, early season 4 spencer reid ] cover by: @amygraymikae