"none of that was your fault. it was never your fault." in which a boy grapples onto his feelings of grief, anger, and uncertainty! "he died because he saw me getting abused by someone else ..."

i'd fallen for a lie. you were never on my side.

𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐬𝐚𝐦 𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐨. (𝐬𝐚𝐦 𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐨 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐜) (𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐢 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐜!)

"𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙪𝙢𝙗 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙜𝙝 𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙡 𝙠𝙞𝙙𝙨." 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐲𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝

𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗳 𝗰𝗼𝗯𝗿𝗮 𝗸𝗮𝗶 (𝘄𝗵𝗼'𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝘀𝗼 𝗮 𝘀𝗮𝗿𝗰𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗶c 𝗮𝗺𝗮𝘇𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲) 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘄𝗯𝗶𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗶𝘁 𝗶𝗻. 𝙠𝙚𝙣𝙣𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙮𝙣𝙚 𝙭 𝙛𝙚𝙢! 𝙤𝙘 [𝙨𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙧-?????]

𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙟𝙚𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙣𝙞𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙨 𝙭 𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙚 𝙤𝙘 [𝙨𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙣 2-????]

𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐣𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐡 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐣𝐨𝐡𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐱 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐜 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐜

𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐣𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐩𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐠𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐱 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐜 "𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞'𝙢 𝙖𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚"