❝ dr. qian. ❞ ── twenty-two psychopaths in one room. NCT NATION #1 ➻ NCT 2020, 𝒑𝒔𝒚𝒄𝒉 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅. ➻ SPANISH TRANS., @Harukadinochen

☾ Idol au ☾ Social media/text au ☾ "Yo what, how did you know that?" "Mark...I'm literally your fan." Book 1 in the Dreaming series Book cover: @ chaaxou on instagram

❝love is a war and i am your soldier.❞ ꒰ flashbacks and terrifying nights reminding her of who she used to be. one boy never forgot and will do anything to get her back. ꒱ ↷ vulgar language/scenes ↷ grammatical errors ↷ major character death ↷ gang au © 2021 PDJENO lee jeno fanfiction | 210423

alexithymia subclinical phenomenon involving a lack of emotional awareness or, more specifically, difficulty in identifying and describing feelings and in distinguishing feelings from the bodily sensations of emotional arousal . . . "𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯; 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥" "𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦?" [inspired by ahn's brother in He is Psychometric] + mafia au 🎖#1 - huangrenjun 🎖#1 - leehaechan 🎖#1 - leeten 🎖 #1 - leetaeyong 🎖 #1 - nakamotoyuta

"let's do fun things together," -a street racer!haechan au •May 15 2020 - June 16 2020 highest ranking #1 in hyuck #1 in leehaechan #2 in nct #3 in donghyuck #3 in leedonghyuck #6 in haechan #6 in streetracer #10 in nct127 #14 in street racing #13 in nctdream

𝔾𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝔸𝕌 Being a young heiress, Park Soomin is often the victim of many abductions, where she is then exchanged for compensation from her father. It's become a normality for her. But everything is completely different once she gets kidnapped by rookie gang NCT, and she meets Lee Donghyuck.

"I would rather get run over by a truck than accept Donghyuck as my soulmate" - How could her biggest rival be her soulmate? A world where eyes speak more than words, literally. ➵ 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺, 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘶

✔️ "ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀs, ɪ ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ." ☆ ᴍᴀʏᴀ ʜᴀs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴅʀᴇᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀsɪᴛʏ. ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀ sʜʏ ᴋɪᴅ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ ɪɴ ʜᴇʀ ʙᴇsᴛ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇsᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀssᴏᴄɪᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ 'ɴᴇᴡ ʙᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ' ᴘᴀᴄᴋᴇᴛ. sʜᴇ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sʜᴏᴡ ʜᴇʀ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs ᴜɴᴛɪʟ sʜᴇ ᴀʀʀɪᴠᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴ ᴜɴғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴇɴᴠɪʀᴏɴᴍᴇɴᴛ, sᴜʀʀᴏᴜɴᴅᴇᴅ ʙʏ ɴᴇᴡ ғᴀᴄᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ʀᴏᴏᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇ. ᴀɴᴅ ᴀs ɪғ ʜᴇʀ ʏᴇᴀʀ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ sᴛᴀʀᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɢʟᴏᴏᴍʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʙɪᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴇxᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴs, sʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴇᴛs ᴀ ᴡɪᴛᴛʏ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ ᴍᴀɴ ᴅᴏɴɢʜʏᴜᴄᴋ, ᴡʜᴏ ᴄʀᴏssᴇs ʜᴇʀ ᴘʟᴀɴs ᴜᴘsɪᴅᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ. DISCLAIMER: This is a first book of mine, (made as a joke at first) so don't expect much expertise. I might come back one day and rewrite. ° first published: Oct. 12th 2020

╭─━━━━━━━━━━━━─╮ dysthymia /dɪsˈθʌɪmɪə/ persistent mild depression ╰─━━━━━━━━━━━━─╯ ───── ❝ alexithymia 2 ❞ ───── "the eclipse of our relationship was just history. you don't belong in a world where our eyes are plagued with war and our body's are created from selfishness" "if war was the sun and reputation was the ground, let harmony be the sky. and when the night falls, let the stars become our audience and the moon our protector." "and after the sun rises...will it be chaos all over again?" in which the the two rekindle for a fight against morals + mafia gang au + sequel to alexithymia

❝i know its just my imagination but he felted so real❞ ー 2017 eun © loverenjun