"I'm here right now and I can look you in the eyes and say to you that I desire you, that I want you again, and that I won't rest until you're mine again. And that's a promise." [ sequel to Afraid ]

"i'm never gonna fall for a monster." "oh, darling. you already have." lowercase intended | copyright 2016

Shawn Mendes, the heartthrob of millions, the dashing, the handsome singer hasn't actually been looking for any girl to fill the void in his life when his world collides with Shanaya Johansson, a simple girl with a kind heart and beautiful soul. The girl he eventually gives his heart to, turns out to be fucked up in her own world. So with each other in their lives, they start to fill other's voids and become whole together as one. Destiny gives them chance to make memories but just to...chase them. Why chasing them when one can relive them later? Why? Now this brings the concern: They are meant to be together but are they meant to reach the end together? Curious to know? Then be a part of their journey and see where it'll take you.

who would have thought that babysitting a child was going to be that interesting. *EXPLICIT CONTENT*

"Welcome to Hotel Midnight. Enjoy your stay." - all rights reserved @livemendes completed on: November 23, 2016 sequel: Travel

Book #1 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "Helaina, you're failing physics." Mrs. Hernandez says to me. Suddenly, the whole world starts spinning. I grab onto her desk for support, trying to calm down the best I can, but it's useless. My entire world feels as though it's falling apart before my very eyes. "I don't understand how this is possible, I-" I stutter, trying to make sense of the situation. Mrs. Hernandez cuts me off, her eyes clearly showing sympathy towards me for the situation. "Don't worry, I know you've been trying your best to avoid this and get your grade up, so I've decided to ask the person with the highest grade in the class to tutor you for an hour or two after school every day until your grades get back up." she explains, and I instantly feel slightly better. I nod, beginning to catch my breath. "Thank you so much Mrs. Hernandez, I promise I'll work as hard as possible. You won't regret this." I say, and she nods. Just as I'm about to leave the door, I turn around and ask her, "If you don't mind me asking, who's my tutor going to be?" "Shawn Mendes." she says, and just like that, the room starts spinning again and the memories of Friday night come rushing back. - COMPLETED December 15, 2017 This book contains explicit material.

THIS BOOK IS NOT COMPLETE AND I HAVE NO PLANS OF EVER COMPLETING IT. SORRY! Book #3 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "Even if you do apologize, that doesn't mean everything if fixed. It won't just magically go back to the way things were before we broke up. We can't keep ignoring our problems, Shawn. Ignoring is exactly what got us into this situation in the first place. "I know." he sighs. "But I miss you..." "I miss you too, but what does that even mean?" I begin, sitting up. "Every time you're out of my life, I start to become a better person; I change my messed up ways. I can actually go to parties now without getting completely fucked up. I miss you so much, but Shawn? Every time you come back, so do all of my bad habits and negative ways. I try to tell myself that I don't want you, but every time I see you again, my heart races and my head hurts in the best way possible. How are we supposed to be together if we only bring out the worst in each other?" Shawn just stares at me, his tongue darting out to wet his lips before he speaks. He doesn't even realize how attractive is in the most mundane ways. I swallow hard. "We're toxic together Helaina, and we both know it, but truthfully? I don't think either of us really cares." - This book contains explicit material.

Who knew a plane ride could lead to such...luxury? Under major editing

An awkward first encounter with her famous neighbor leads to a complicated relationship for Jessica Levine. (a Shawn Mendes fanfic)

"You tried to convince me that you liked me, gave me hope. Now it's my turn." He whispered in a low raspy tone of voice then immediately crashed his lips against mine. My eyes shot wide open, his were closed tight. I tried to pull away but before the kiss, he slid his fingers from my chin up to my cheeks. He held me in place by them his long slender fingers were sinking into my skin slightly making it sting and forcing my lips to pucker.