After recovering from a severe accident that causes Harry to lose his memory of three years, he moves to London to start his life over as a star chef. Little does he know that when he falls in love with Louis at first sight, it's not the first time they meet. Featuring an unintentional game of hot and cold, Harry chasing memories that won't come back, Louis burying himself in work to try and forget what he can't forget, Liam being torn between two of his best friends, Zayn as a moral compass and Niall saving the day with good music and brutal honesty. **THIS IS NOT MY STORY** this lovely book is by green_feelings on Ao3, i uploaded it here so it's easier for me to read

There was a boy, his name was Harry. He sat in his room all summer crying and thinking, he lost interest in everything and never was social. He thought of why nobody liked him. He would get so sad he'd hold a bottle of pills in his had all the time. Never dared to open in because he knew he die. Although he always thought that maybe he should just die, but the pain of hurting his mother like that made him not want to. He's scratched at his arms, and one day his wrist became messy. He became numb and addicted to the feeling. It was his secret never to be told. And then when school started there was a boy. His attire attracted Harry and everything just felt different. His heart would eat and he felt like he would faint. But alas he wondered who the boy was and what he did. Because they seemed so similar. Oh Harry, the boy that is me. There was a boy with a mind dark like the night sky. There was a boy full of secrets, if only they could be mine. Updates - Twitter @onelittlepanda_

Book 2 in the CCHR Series 4 months. Harry's been clean for 4 months. No cuts, not even a thought of cutting. Louis has been his rock, just like he promised. Things have been going so well. But, it all turns around. Eleanor is now 7 months pregnant, and management is only now finding out about Louis' decision. They'll stop at nothing to tear Harry and Louis apart, even if it leads to a repeat in history. Warning: SELF-HARM

Harry has been selectively mute since past trauma with his best friend. He moves into Doncaster with his mother and sister because people bullied him too much since he was mute and shy at his old high school, and other reasons. So he needed to move and go to a new one. On his first day at the new school he meets a boy named Louis. Louis tries to get Harry to let him in and speak to him. Will he succeed? Or will Harry just push Louis away? You'll have to read to find out. (Warnings!!!: mentions of self harm, homophobic comments, swearing, and smut)

"May I kiss you?" "Well." Louis looked at the ground. "I don't see why you would want to." You could call Harry a dreamer. Personally, he wouldn't call himself one. Harry sees Louis Tomlinson in the English room every morning. You could call Louis a writer. His English mark would say otherwise. Harry unravels his world of long sleeves, words, and a sprinkle of self-deprecation.

Harry Styles life is perfect right? Wrong! What happens when the hate become to much and Harry begins to change himself This might be a Larry stylinson fan fiction, I'll decide when I get there but it will be slash. Currently being rewritten and edited.

Everything has finally become too much for Louis to handle. The lies, fake relationships and fake smiles. The fans were right. They had always been right. Louis loves Harry but isn't allowed to have him. He's had enough and no longer wants to live this fake life. "You were right... All of you have always been right. Every look, every subtle touch... You were right." As he signs onto a live video chat for the last time and tells the world what they already knew, will it be enough to make Harry realize the true meaning behind Louis' words? "So in the next... 27 minutes I want to tell you the truth. Every last bit of it... But 27 minutes is all the time left before I say goodbye." --------- This book is originally written by Happinessintime, an amazing writer who's account disappeared a long time ago along with this amazing story.

"I just fell down the stairs." "Oh, I tripped. I'm just so clumsy!" "I accidently cut myself shaving this morning." These were just a few of the lies Louis told others to protect Harry, because he knew Harry loved him. "He's just had a hard day at work." "He's just tired and gets easily irritated." Those were a few lies Louis told himself, because he loved Harry.

Louis is depressed and Harry just wants to save him before the depression takes him.

Larry Stylinson fanfic. TRIGGERING. Eating Disorders, Depression and Self Harm present.