Hawks has been looking for his old friend, Touya, for years now. As the years go by, he had wished that his feelings for his friend would go away, but they never did. However, these feelings had never been more than motivation. Now that he's coughing up flowers, how could this effect his life? Will he be able to survive long enough to find Touya? Or will it all be a waste? The cover art by @marsh.maellows524 May 11 2020-

To be loved and feel hated, Still don't give up, there's a void you fill To be loved and feel hated We've got it wrong We want to feel safe but we'll never belong ~ Hawks is loved, Dabi feels hated, all because of the difference between hero and villains. But don't heroes make mistake? Aren't heroes villains sometimes? And what if a villain was meant to be the hero? ~trigger warning; explicit content, cursing, blood, depression, abuse~ This story doesnt really follow the manga so some thing wont be the same. This fanfiction is inspired by a music album by Have Mercy, you should totally check them out.

Hawks never wanted to be a high ranking hero but life had other plans. Then things got really off track and his boss decided that hawks would be the best choice to spy on the league of Villains. Dabi hated how twisted and cruel all the "heros" were. So he joined the League of Villains and vowed to take down as many heros as possible. However what happens when Shigaraki decided that Dabi should be the one to watch over hawks and make sure he didnt double-cross the league. So what happens when two people from oposite sides have to live with each other, without killing the other one. DISCLAIMER: Artwork is not mine. The characters are not mine and are owned by their respective owners. I am just writing this for fun so I'm very open to critisism or any ideas for the story.

I have a x female on my profile. I wanted to make one for Males as well. They are pretty much the same but slightly different experiences. Hope I can portray this well enough since I am working off of my boyfriend's description of feeling.