-His mouth hung open in awe at her, he thought she was everything. She held his jaw with a hand and blew her smoke into his mouth. He almost melted - In which lovers become friends who become confused. -Explicit content- Started- November 2018 Finished- August 2019

"nobody loved me when i was a nobody, no one cared. i was nothing. how do you expect someone as fucked up as me to have someone care for them? you don't, alex," He yelled, watching her tear-stained face contort into pain. he felt his heart drop- the sight of his best friend crying always broke his heart. but he meant every word, knowing they were true. "i did." she replied through teary eyes and a wavering voice. ~ a story in which alex's feelings are unrequited by her best friend of several years, matty healy.