NSFW It was boring. Boring. That's the first thought you had about this whole situation. Fucking boring. What was the point of something like this? You weren't getting into heaven anyway. And he wouldn't be getting in either, if you could help it. - - - - All credits to 'horseparkour' on Ao3

The Antarctic Empire was run by Phil and his three sons. One day, on the way to a friend's house, one of his sons goes missing. Devastated, they search for the lost child but inevitably give up consumed by sorrow. Tommy's life is quite difficult. He spends his days' training and going on missions with his brother Dream. Dream can be a bit... controlling forcing Tommy to kill, steal, and aid him in his chaos. Tommy loves his brother dearly but something feels off. His memory is foggy, to say the least. After four long years, Phil's sons Wilbur and Techno stumble upon Tommy who reminds them of their lost younger brother. Will they be able to help him? Will they discover who this peculiar boy really is? This story mentions violence, heavy angst, abuse, manipulation, and suicide. This story is based on characters and plots of the dream SMP, not real people. The cover is drawn by @Fallen_Alistar big thanks to them Enjoy!

Only people who aren't Tommy can read this ❤️ cover art made by @akeoani on Twitter Best Ranks: #6. on Timedeo #150 on Tubbo #23 on tommyinnit #249 on Wilbursoot #147 on georgenotfound #141 on dream #105 on angst #21. on stream #1. on poggers #5. on pog #5. on pogchamp #99. on twitch

READ THE FIRST PAGE FOR INFO AND TW Tommyinnit angst :) Tommy struggles with anorexia, anxiety, and panic attacks. He chooses to keep to himself. Will his friends find out when they go to meet up in Florida. If so, how will they react?

If you asked anyone they would tell you that Tommy's living the dream! He's an internet sensation and has the best friends anyone could ask for. But if you asked Tommy he would say he was far from perfect. Between his eating disorder and his homophobic father he can't help but hate himself. This is made even more apparent when things take a turn for the worst, something that even Tommy couldn't even predict. Will Tommy's friends be able to help him at his all time low or will his overwhelming thoughts get the best of him? Looking back, I really hate how I wrote this. It wasn't really planned and was more of a vent post so dont expect too much lol. TWs: eating disorder Bulimia and purging abuse self harm Death implied suicide cover art by undead_cartilage on Instagram you should go follow 💖