[Highest Rank: #2 in Poems, #1 in Lyric] Collection of Poetries and Prose. I wonder why most people write when they were sad, broken, frustrated, mad, and not when they were at their happiest moment. Then I realized, maybe it's because whenever we're happy we just wanted to cherish the moment with our eyes. We wanted to feel the joy and simply just enjoy it. We wanted it to be written in our memories because no one can steal it from there. But when we're sad, broken, frustrated, mad, and can't get over the pile of emotions by saying it to other people, that somehow even judge us, we have a pen and paper waiting for us to tell them. It's not as if you can keep those emotions to your memories. One day you'll just explode and it will really be a burden to carry it everyday. And if that happens, we still aren't ready to share it to other people, that's why we use them -pen and paper- 'coz they never judge. The things that even though you write so much, won't make you shut up and tell you you're being pathetic. It will listen to you without any complication. And surely it will never break the promise of telling it to everyone to have to be able to gossip about you. 'Coz when we're sad, we can't have the courage to even talk. When we're frustrated, we can't think clearly about the right things to say not to offend others. When we're broken, we just want to shut it all for once. When we're mad, we need to calm the storm so that we'll never shout to anyone. But with our pen and paper, there's no limitation. You can write all the things that you feel. No restriction. And isn't it a little bit of feeling okay.. when you somehow get out your chest those feelings? Impressive Ranks: #10 in Poetry #2 in Thoughts 🌻

Book #1 of The Girl Series × × × WARNING: Contains suicidal thoughts, self harm and depression so read at your OWN RISK! Stay safe. This book ISN'T to promote such stuff but is just a way to express my feelings. ×××××××××× ♥ Most Impressive Ranking: #5 In Mid Night Thoughts ♥ •Featured in the Heart Stains (Heart Break) reading list of @WP_Poetry• •Wattys2018• ××××××××××× ¤Roman Urdu And English Peotry¤ ❝ Poetry is what happens when your mind stops working and for a moment, all you do is feel. ❞ With mostly tears in my eyes or sometimes with a fake smile, I bleed out all my thoughts and emotions as words by penning them down in my diary and people take them as poetry! In my dark life, dark tone poetry is my only escape! Every night, with tears, she wrote. Sadness was all she had to note. The girl who smiled during the day. The night poetess, trying to be happy in her own way. Feelings and emotions are what she has to pen down. Some real friends made her feel like a princess without a crown. She is thankful to the person who hurt her. And made her write poems with eyes blur. Filling the paper with ink. Writing everything that she thinks. Writing in the dim light. Hoping her words will shine bright. Thanking all her supporters. Surely poetry has no borders. ❝ I tell my story. Not so that I find glory, but so that others may get hope. ❞ ~~~~~~~~~~ ♧ Published: 2017 ♧

༄ 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐤𝐞 • ❁ If you wanna say "𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒" read this. • ✭A book that has ambivalent feelings going from sadness to happiness,,from love to heartbreak and from fear to safeness. • 〘𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒆〙