After forbidden Passions, there's always the release. After ten long years, Meredith finds herself back to the place she called home for the first eighteen years of her life. Though time had passed, those memories still haunted her. Will she ever move on or will familiar faces arise?

Meredith Grey grew up in an abusive family but she meets the love of her life, how will her life turn out? Will they be happy and grow old together? Starting from another point in Meredith's life and re-writing some events that have happened on the show Several TW's

//Trauma, Lies, Love, Sex, Jealousy// Merder's story rewritten // What if Addison was lying, not Derek // What if Derek never died // What happens when Meredith and Derek actually manage to get happy together// //Starts Season 1 Episode 9 "Who's Zoomin' Who" Addison's arrival// //I do not own these characters all rights go to Disney,ABC and Greys Anatomy//

Derek and Meredith meet through Mark and Lexie. They've known each other for a couple years now. Derek is always teasing Meredith, it's totally obvious that Derek has a thing for her. One night Meredith's date gets cancelled and she has too much to drink. Will one drunken night change everything? Or will their love stay untold?

Meredith Grey, an 18-year-old private school student, the daughter of Ellis Grey, one of the most powerful businesswomen in the world has never been the easy type. From dodging her security starting at a young age Ellis knew her daughter to be insufferable. After yet another guard failed to do their job correctly in protecting her daughter she hires Derek Shepherd, a 24-year-old medical school student in hopes that maybe someone closer to her age will be able to restrain her. However, Ellis didn't know just how close the pair would get. Having strict rules in place for Meredith to not get involved with employees Derek and Meredith find themselves at a crossroads when they themselves can't explain why they feel so gravitated towards one another. With never-ending problems arising will they be caught? Or will they be able to keep their internal love affair a secret? • TW: descriptive sex, marijuana use, alcohol use, suicidal thoughts, alcohol abuse, couple arguments, toxic parent child relationship, sexual assault, violence resulting (to abuser), eating disorder mention (suggested but not occurring)