Everything was going really well after they moved into the dorms, everybody was happy and it felt like a home away from home. All is good until Deku is targeted and kidnapped. Will the pros find him in time to save him from all the trauma the villains will cause. What happens to their smiley Deku? Trigger Warning! Eating Disorders, Cutting, Abuse, and some things that could make you unconformable such as the mention of rape. (No there will be no smut)

2 months ago Midoriya was taken from UA and tortured. He has to live with these painful memories while also struggling with his inner demons. Read more to find out. Not for the faint of heart. Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony? **There will be a lot of fluff through out the story idk about smut though** * suicide , self harm, and rape warnings * ((The story gets better as it progresses))

⚠️⚠️ Cutting Suicide attempts Anxiety Depression Usage of illegal substances Alcohol Profanity Abuse ⚠️⚠️ A Soulmate mark. Something that gives you hope in finding the partner that fate chose for you. But is it a blessing, or a curse? At the age of 17, every teen receives a mark located on either their wrist or palm. This mark represents the person fate had chosen for them since they were born. Each and every mark is special, not one mark is like another. The design of the mark depends on both the soulmates eyes and quirk. The color is a exact replica of their soulmates eye color. And the shape and idea of the mark is dependent on their quirk. The amount of detail the mark has shows how good their mental health is. Say someone has a extremely breathtaking mark, absolutely stunning. Their soulmate is in mental agony. The more beautiful the mark, the more hurt their soulmate is. Not only will they have a mark connecting them to their soulmate, they can also feel each other's pain. Once both people turn 17, which can take years saying their could be a large age gap, they both can feel the physical pain something could inflict on them. Say one of them breaks their arm, the other wouldn't have a broken arm as well, they would simply be feeling the exact same amount of pain the other is feeling. It's a extremely scary part of having a soulmate since they would be able to feel if their soulmate is being beat but wouldn't be able to do anything about it. Izuku Midoriya is both excited for having a soulmate but also mortified to have one. The boy is abused on the daily and cuts extremely often. The idea of having someone share that pain with him haunts him every night. But it also gives him hope. Hope that someone is out there that could help him get out of the terrible cycle he has begun. Unfortunately, Izuku hits rock bottom just days before his 17th birthday, will his soulmate be able to pull him out of this vicious cycle?