How long can you go being forgotten by the people who are supposed to love you? Being pushed to the side so entirely it feels as though you could drop dead in front of them and they'd just blink and move on..? For some time it may feel like nothing.. 'Oh what ever, at least I have some privacy for once' or 'finally some peace and quiet..' Right? But then time will pass and the loneliness will kick in. The hunger for their affection, for their love.. You'll yearn for it. And that's when you'll realize. They have none left to give you. . . "Don't touch me Bastard!" Rory spat. "Sorry, little brother" "Cole is that you?" "Yeah mom.." "Stop messing with that Kelya. Stop it Kel- Rory! Behave yourself! That is your sister.! Oh, Cole is that you?" "Nope" "Good good" . . Some people go through it everyday. Most of them not remembering what it feels like to love, or be loved.. Some one like Cole black. A silent boy with screams he only wants someone to hear. A boy that's voice wants nothing but to be heard by another person. Maybe even a certain girl.

Sophie Green calls the shots in sex and love as both her childhood nemesis, Shawn Henderson, and the mysterious new heartthrob, Landon Pearce, vie for her romantic attention. But when she discovers that she's the target of a secret world of monsters, can she keep her life under control? ***** Sophie is so anti-social she can barely stand other human beings, so she definitely draws the line at non-human entities like gryphons and dragons, especially when it comes to dating. But when tragedy hits, Sophie's whole world shatters and she's left with a choice: face the painful truths of life, or leave her humanity behind forever. If she wants to be the boss of her own fate, Sophie will have to learn to tell apart the mess in her heart from the madness of a world where monsters are real. [[word count: 90,000-100,000 words]] Cover designed by Ren T

[suffering because of w.b.] 'The battle-line between good and evil runs through the heart of every man' . . Does it? Really? . . The rules that are carved into every heart. The rules that should never break. Those rules are crumbling. And so is he.. . . The boy that was made then discarded.. The boy that was taken in then thrown away.. The boy that only knows how to hide behind a smile.. The boy that is lost.. The boy that cry's alone... That same boy, who is not what he appears to be.. . . Living by the rules carved into his heart with venom.. Because it's what he knows and what he believes.. . . Hurt..? Keep smiling.. Boys..? Can't cry.. Happiness..? Is torture.. Friends..? Are enemies.. The world..? Is hell.. Death..? A sanctuary.. Family..? Doesn't exist Lost..? Stay that way.. Alone..? Deserve to be.. Broken..? Keep it inside..