If one word was used to describe the life of Souda Kazuichi, it would be, in simple terms, the word disgusting. Although many don't know it at Hopes Peak Academy, Souda Kazuichi has had an amazingly terrible life, ever since he was seven years old. After so much childhood trauma, how will he function in the real world? In a school designed for the best of the best, the elites of their field? How will someone like himself, ever learn to trust, to LOVE someone ever again? There is only one way to find out....

Sometimes my hand slips and I write smut fic

Welcome to my personal hell! This book has been in progress since March of 2019, and is still kicking! Inside this book, you will find one internet user's (often) self-indulgent drabble. Total published word count: 17,396 Average words per chapter: 1,023 Art by me/soudam-appreciation on Tumblr

An unwitting Kazuichi Soda purchases a decorative piece that happens to contain a being of power. What will become of them..?

With the release of the revolutionary LoveLight™️, designed to help one find their soulmate, two boys living very different lives could maybe be brought together. Kazuichi Souda is a lonely boy. He always has been. When he purchases the LoveLight, he hopes that will change. Gundham Tanaka is a high school dropout with rampant undiagnosed depression. something something love light WARNINGS: this book contains mentions of bullying, suicidal thoughts, self-harm, child abuse (both verbal and physical), and discussions of death. please be careful 💕

Kazuichi Souda is a young boy in a small village. He has trained his whole life to become a bodyguard to the Queen's Court Wizard, and today is the day he will be put to the test. I'm trying to write more long stuff more often, so any time I have free time and also a computer I'll be trying to add on! Each session so far has been an average of 30 minutes, and I publish the part whenever the time is up.