My Brother's Best lives a double life....... He's in love with me

Shyanne has problems with body image but she didn't know she'd get into starving or purging just to lose weight. The ups and downs of an eating disorder are effecting Shyanne but nothing will stop her to hit her goal weight.

This isn't a story, this is just information about Eating Disorders . . . Edit: just want to say thank you to everyone that has read and voted on this book. I also really hope it has helped you learn and understand more about eating disorders. . . Another edit. If you found an interest in these facts, I suggest you go and read 'eat' the info is below. "An unfiltered, Casual journal of a girl who has a bad relationship with food." https://www.wattpad.com/story/249610328-eat

Just the normal life of a teenager girl secretly struggling with an eating disorder.

"Why do you do this to yourself? You have everything: a father who loves you, friends, money, activities. I want to know why you threw it all away." Why? You want to know why? Step into a tanning booth and fry yourself for two or three days. After your skin bubbles and peels off, roll in coarse salt, then pull on long underwear woven from spun glass and razor wire. Over that goes your regular clothes, as long as they're tight. Smoke gunpowder and go to school to jump through hoops, sit up and beg, and roll over on command. Listen to the whispers that curl into your head at night, calling you ugly and fat and stupid and bitch and whore and worst of all "a disappointment." Puke and starve and cut and drink because you don't want to feel any of this. Puke and starve and cut and drink because you need an anesthetic and it works. For a while. But then the anesthetic turns into poison and by then it's too late because you're mainlining it now, straight into your soul. It is rotting you and you can't stop. Look in the mirror and find a ghost. hear every heartbeat scream that everysinglething is wrong with you. "Why?" is the wrong question. Ask "Why not?" **TRIGGER WARNING** This story contains the main character self harming herself, starving herself/anorexia, blood, depression, and dark thoughts.

Nobody ever wondered why Tsukishima never ate. They just thought he wasn't hungry. Everyone though it was just normal for him. Kei Tsukishima has had bulimia and anorexia ever since 1st year of High School. He never told anybody about this and acted like he was fine. When in reality, he was breaking deep inside. One day after practice, they're walking home together, when Tsukishima forgets his notebook. Yamaguchi decides to return it to him. When he goes up to Tsukishima's room, he see's something that he never expected from his 'cool' and 'confident' best friend.

• Highest Ranking #1 in Bulimia • •Highest Ranking #1 in Free Mental Illness • He's a quarterback struggling with a secret eating disorder that's destroying his life. She's a food-fanatic who loves every curve in her beautiful body. When their school is entered into Food Networks, "Chew With Schools" television cooking competition- Cira and Will are teamed up, and the crazy thing is. They might actually win.

"And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood, I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever." ________ a story of a spiraling girl desperately trying to make things work.

A freshman named Luna has so much going on. Abuse, assault, bullying, and so much more. She feels so alone until she meets a senior named Hunter. She starts dating him thinking he would protect her. Everything was great at the start but. Things took a horrible turn. What she thought was safety turns into something worse.

This story is about depression disorders, anxiety disorders, eating disorders, personality disorders, other mental illnesses, self harm, suicide, bullying, and the stigma of mental illness. This book was written to help others and educate people. It is also written to let people know where/how they can get help. I put some of the links to the sites I used. I am NOT glorifying or romantizing any of this. This book is NOT used for diagnosis of any kind as I am not a mental health professional. So PLEASE DONT SELF DIAGNOSE YOURSELF WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS. This book contains sensitive content, so read at your own risk. #breakthestigmaofmentalillness