Alexander just moved from the Caribbean to New York to live with his cousin after his mother died. An emotional wreck of a teenager he thinks he won't fit in or make friends because he's a weird kid, little does he know he's about to meet people who will shape his life forever. But not everything is innocence and fun, life is actually full of a lot of tragedy, but they were too young and blind to see...

"Just a few more weeks," I whispered, swallowing my pills. "Just a few more weeks." In which John Laurens was born Jessica Laurens. trans!Laurens (I thought I'd give this a try)

john laurens and alexander hamilton have always hated each other. laurens hates how hamilton always gets the grade and is at the top of the class while he is miraculously passing his classes. but hamilton hates how laurens can always be himself, unafraid of being judged. when the two are assigned as roommates for their sophomore year of college, things happen.

A bunch of things me and my sister came up with

John made a mistake. He lost his virginity at fourteen and ended up getting the woman pregnant. She died and he kept the child, with the consequence of being cut out of his family. Now he's seventeen with a two year old daughter, working two jobs and attending high school. Even with these stresses, he still kept time to spend with his daughter. He didn't hide the fact he had a child. She was his pride and joy and loved her unconditionally. Alexander was basically the star of the school. Everyone looked at him like a God. He was the star of the lacrosse team, top of his class, and hot. He did get some hate, as he was an put bisexual, but it never seemed to get to him. He was perfect.

Alexander has had a rough life, a pretty horrible life, all he wishes is for the sweet relief of death. But an Angel comes to his life, by the name of John Laurens. A soft glowing light. HIS light. The light of whom he now shares a room with. Once Hamilton realizes what he has, he's not willing to share. The voices inside help him every step of the way. Yandere!Alex WARNING⚠: BLOOD, GUTS, DRUGS, BEER. Highest: #50 in horror