"Come on Harry, it's just a kiss, nothing more. You just put your lips on mine and voila! We kissed. Is it that bad?"

I bullied the nerd that was known as 'Freak boy' and other various names, little did I know that that would be my biggest regret...

Sequel to Written In Our Stars Collaboration with the wonderful @intoyour_arms Cover made by the lovely @1Dlovesmexo How can he get him back?

Niall has always been insecure about himself. He's hopelessly in love with his now ex-boyfriend Harry, who is now dating Louis. What happens when Harry isn't being himself and basically starts bullying Niall? What happens when something goes a little to far? Will Niall get pushed over the edge? Will Harry realize who he really loves before it's to late? Read to find out :) warnings: swearing, self harm, thoughts or suicidal actions

- Not completed-Do you ever just sit in your room at night and think about everything? Why you were born, what’s the point of living? Are you even needed in this cruel world? Do you ever just think, would anyone even miss me if I’m gone? These thoughts run through my mind pretty much every night. I lie in bed, staring at my ceiling with tears rolling down my cheeks. Normally along with several fresh marks embedded into my stomach and skin. Nobody would ever know though, why would they? It’s not like my family are remotely interested in me or anybody for that manner. Well, I use the term ‘family’ extremely loosely. My ‘family’ basically consists of me living with my uncle who doesn’t even register that I’m living in the same house as him. He basically uses me for the benefits so he can buy more cigarettes and spent more money on prostitutes. I use the term ‘house’ loosely also, I wouldn’t call it a house. I would call it a two bedroomed shack on the rough side of town

Niall's letters to Harry, Harry's letters to Niall, and what is to become of them afterwords. © brianna lauren 2014