"My life is a series of unexpected events. My life is not the normal kind. My life is the type to crumble in 5 seconds. My life can build a temple at the same time. My life is weird and unexpected, one day like a ticking time bomb it'll explode. So I don't live in this "life", I live in a black bubble that one day will pop, leaving behind a huge mark."

A collection of poems from a teenager battling social anxiety, depression, and teenage angst while navigating love on the road to self discovery and maturing. It's simply good fun. Well not all the time; sometimes it's about love. And heartbreak, and loneliness. And night skies as turtle doves. Trigger Content Warning ⚠︎︎ Sexual Trauma, Abuse, Suicide, etc.

A trip down memory lane... Once again, thank you @AlphaKelly for everything and always being there for me... Thank you @RaveHaynes for taking time from your busy schedule to make this beautiful cover. Your friendship and thoughtfulness are a special gift I will always treasure. You are the best. Thanks a lot! © 2021 12MidnightBlue12 (cover and pictures in this book are not mine.)

❛❛ 𝙈𝙮 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙚, 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙞𝙫𝙮 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙨 𝙉𝙤𝙬 𝙄'𝙢 𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 ❜❜ What is cold if not absence of warmth? What is darkness if not absence of light? What is hatred if not absence of love? And lastly, What is love if not a hauntin'ly beautiful feelin' ? What is love if not tears full of sorrow? ♡

be my cynosure, stain my lips with aphrodisiacal delusions of us. touch me not, for the moment you do, i shall search for it for the rest of my life. collection of poetry reuploaded - 12•28•20

I've tried. but i've always failed to contain these thousand words in a few sentences, maybe im bad at expressing macro feelings in the few words that I'm limited to. you might think you know me enough because it's been a long time since i first waved at you and the love for the same artist started our very first conversation, but even i haven't discovered the colors of my existence yet, so why do you claim that you have? you think you've already uncovered the secrets and seen the scars and the marks and reached the origin of every preserved artifact in the treasures that i've kept hidden over the years but there's so much more that you would never even hear of. i've chosen to show you everything as a part of a happy story but will you ever know this? which words were rewritten and omitted out and which words are the part of the organic script which fits perfectly into the timeline. have you figured out yet who's the real director of my story? there's so much more to me than you think there is. poetry and prose and everything in between. 26.10.2021 - 01.06.2022

❝i've delicately chosen letters to form words and words to form sentences, each sentence a colorful paint stroke on the canvas of my mind.❞ [ #1 in poetry on 27/08/16 ]

she fell into the forest and exploded ; © 2021 @uranium-girl [ dedicated to @_marrnight ]

Ranked No.2 in Poetry, No.3 in Casual, No.2 in Prose, No.4 in Goodbyes, No. 2 in Lyrical, No. 26 in Nature, and No.21 in the Alive category! "There are words that can not be spoken, there are emotions that can't be named and there are poems that can't fail to resonate". A collection of poems, I hope you all can resonate with... From life to love, depression to joy, sombreness to humor, let's all flip through the pages of life together! The journey that spans life and emotions in one book... Sound poetic?

Sickening thoughts of the downhearted. Sometimes you often feel the only feeling you don't want to feel. -Raven