❝ You only know what I want you to...❞ ● ● ● ❝ I know everything you don't want me to...❞

Never once was the yearbook editor, Zayn Malik looked at more than once. His appearance shames him. The scruff of his chin and ink spilling out of one of his mums knitted sweaters leaves him torn between snubbed and feared for his ruff exterior. To speak to him, you'd laugh at how off you were to be intimidated by a living social idiot. Double takes and long gawks adorn the new girl, Perrie Edwards, as she sails through the hall. Her aura of sunshine is all it takes to appease a passerby. Golden strands of hair whip around her shoulders and on her porcelain cheek; she brightens her baby blue eyes with a beam of a smile. Her presence is overwhelming to say the least, but her warmth of heart is the first thing people recognize her for. These two cross paths, and begin to weave one of their own. They unearth sides of each other nobody has ever seen before, for better or worse. Much worse. Only thing that can save them both from their own feelings? Letters.

Cruel. Horrendous. Terrifying. Those were the three words that described him, yet the question still lingered. Why did I still love him? He was mysterious. He made me want to break his wall; his shield, get in to the real him. I had to. He was my silver lining.

I am a Goldi, and of all the Circles I could have fallen for – Goldi, Ludi, and Pendi – I chose to fall in love with the forbidden Circle, the jaldis. My mother is the Commander, and I just know she’s going to execute me when she finds out.

When you’ve been best friends/neighbors as long as Perrie and Zayn, an infatuation will always blossom. It can be hard, especially when the thought of the person of interest with someone else that isn’t themselves. Unfortunately, Zayn found himself drowned in this predicament, buried very, very deep. Zayn/Perrie

[ON HOLD INDEFINITELY BUT WILL HAVE SOME UPDATES ONCE IN AWHILE] "Don't mess with a warrior who is trapped like a bird in a cage." * * * She has the skills that any fighter would dream of having. He has the knowledge any individual would want, but the past any person would regret. That one encounter changed both their lives forever. These two pairs would cause hell on each other lives, unlocking something hidden inside of them Copyright © 2014 iam4evermyself [WARNING: THIS STORY IS INTENDED FOR A MATURE AUDIENCE. IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH SUBSTANCE ABUSE, DRUG, VIOLENCE, CRIME, OR SEX, I ADVISE YOU TO READ SOMETHING ELSE.] [DISCLAIMER: THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY ARE NOT MEANT TO REFLECT THEIR REAL LIFE PERSONAS. I DO NOT CONDONE THE ACTIONS THEY PARTAKE IN. THIS IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY.] [© 2014, IAM4EVERMYSELF. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. THIS WORK CONTAINS MATERIAL PROTECTED UNDER INTERNATIONAL AND FEDERAL COPYRIGHT LAWS AND TREATIES. NO PART OF THIS WORK MAY BE REPRODUCED OR TRANSMITTED IN ANY FORM OR BY ANY MEANS WITHOUT EXPRESS WRITTEN PERMISSION FROM IAM4EVERMYSELF]