"I'm here now. I'm here to patch you back up until you're good as new. And love you until you forget what that hurt feels like." For a long time, Jade Thirlwall had been plagued by the trauma of her childhood. Which led her into even more trauma in her adult life. She had been used and abused her entire life. Ever since she was old enough to remember, everyone who was supposed to love and care for her, abused her in every way imaginable, and treated her like dirt. Her past completely altered her view of what love actually was and what it was supposed to look like. Leaving her broken, emotionally scared and insecure. She'd been hurt to the point where she stopped believing in love altogether, and was dangerously close to the edge, ready to fall. That was until one faithful night, while trying to jump ship on her past, she dived right into the deep blue eyes that would become her future. Seemingly, love finally found her. But can she allow herself to receive it, or is she already too far gone? Follow Jerrie as they navigate the ups and downs and ins and outs of love and life, while trying desperately to protect one another and what they have from threat after threat. With people poking holes at them left and right, will our favorite ship be able to stay afloat, or will it sink under the pressure? Read on to find out. ------ FYI ‼️ There's tons of fluff, 🥰 Tons of smut, 🥵 Danger around every corner, 😱 & most importantly there's Jerrie ❤️🤞🏾 ------ Book 1️⃣ of 2️⃣ [Check out Dreams and Nightmares] ------ 🚨Trigger Warning🚨 Not a ton, but there is some violence, physical abuse, mention of sexual abuse, and occasional mention of self-harm.

Sequel to You've Got it Bad ❤️ (Description coming soon)

When they ask me how I plead, I drop down to my knees, and with all that I have left, I scream. It was me! It was me! I made the conscious decision to walk right into Her storm and make it mine. I'm guilty of loving Her unconditionally. ---------------- ✅ Jerrie ✅ G!P Jade ✅ Drugs/Violence ✅ Smut

Jade Thirlwall had the perfect life. 29. Drop-dead gorgeous. The perfect job as a doctor. The perfect family with her husband and beautiful daughter. And the perfect home. She's wasn't missing anything... except for 22 years of her life. There's a huge gap in her memories, and she cannot account for anything before seven years ago. She's tried countless therapies and treatments, but nothing has worked. Exhausted from her efforts, Jade just gives in and accepts her life for what it is. It's not a bad one, after all. That is, until a soldier who was thought to be killed in a combat mission gone sour seven years ago shows up out of nowhere, disrupting not just the world, but Jade's happy home specifically, as she claims to know her. Jade is in denial, but how can she really be, if she doesn't know anything about her own life past seven years ago? Curiosity killed the cat, will it kill Jade too? Or will she continue to live her life In the Dark? ------ G!P Perrie