𝚁𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚁𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 "𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖘𝖆𝖜 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖕𝖚𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝖔𝖈𝖊𝖆𝖓 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖔𝖜𝖓 𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑. 𝕭𝖚𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖉𝖎𝖉 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖆𝖇𝖞𝖘𝖘, 𝖘𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖘 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖐𝖊 𝖎𝖓 𝖍𝖊𝖗, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖒 𝖙𝖔 𝖘𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘 𝖘𝖔 𝖜𝖊𝖑𝖑. 𝕾𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖆 𝖗𝖔𝖕𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖔𝖜𝖓 𝖘𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖜 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖋𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖕 𝖔𝖋 𝖆𝖓𝖞 𝕲𝖔𝖉. 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖗𝖚𝖓 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖍𝖎𝖉𝖊 𝖆𝖘 𝖋𝖆𝖗 𝖆𝖘 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖙, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖜𝖎𝖘𝖍 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖔 𝖋𝖆𝖑𝖑. 𝕭𝖚𝖙 𝖘𝖍𝖊 𝖍𝖆𝖘 𝖙𝖆𝖒𝖊𝖉 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘, 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖗𝖒𝖞 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖘𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖘 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖉𝖊𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖘 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊. 𝕾𝖍𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝕹𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖘𝖎𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝕲𝖔𝖉𝖉𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖔𝖋 𝕽𝖊𝖙𝖗𝖎𝖇𝖚𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖘𝖍𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖑𝖑."

(n.) the inability to distinguish between fantasy and reality. I was someone who took comfort from the rain, darkness and murkiness. Happiness didn't come easy to me, no matter how much I struggled to feel it, it never came to me. The last time I remember being happy, the memory is so hazy and old, I forgot how it even felt. The aiepathy which brought me one step towards happiness was him. He rarely smiled, but when he did that little place inside my heart ran wild. Was that how happiness felt like? maybe. #1 notfanfiction

❝𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒕❞ it all started from being neighbors in the same apartment to being a world famous kpop idol who started receiving criticism from his growing fanbase for getting his love life exposed. [started on : 9 / 08 / 2021] idol au :β a n a j a e m i n f a n f i c t i o n ®b a e k j a e r i