These are just some sbi oneshots with Ph1lza, Techno, Wilbur and Tommy. Sometimes other people like Tubbo. But this book will mainly focus on them only. This is mainly angst and some fluff. I might edit past chapters a lot since I'm never satisfied with my writing. This book may include subjects that may be disturbing for some readers. Please proceed with caution.

~Book One of the Whispers of Insanity series~ Technoblade has had it rough. Growing up in an orphanage where its bully or get bullied he proved himself to be a bit of a menace. But the Phil came and adopted him. He finally got to have his happily ever after...or so he thought 100 Views: 11/20/21

If he was washed away into the ground right now, not a trace left of him as the morning would come, Techno wouldn't complain. But of course that wouldn't happen, so for now the temporary numbness of his skin and the chill of his bones were enough to soothe the ache of life. Or 3 times Technoblade sits in the rain alone, and 1 time he didn't have to be alone. ••• Originally posted on my AO3, but I was interested what kind of feedback I would get from Wattpad, so I hope y'all enjoy. [[Edit July 1st 2022. Please consider donating to Sarcoma Cancer Research. https://www.curesarcoma.org/donate/ Rest In Peace king, you were a shining light to me for years]] [[Edit February 28th 2024. FUCK Wilbur, support victims. This fic is abt his character he played. I don't support real Wilbur in any fashion anymore! Justice for Shubble!]]

READ ENTIRE DESCRIPTION In which a certain pink haired senior struggles with suicidal thoughts and bullying. - Everyone knew that Technoblade was strong. TW: This story contains eating disorders, major bullying, blood/mentions of blood, dry heaving, and suicide. Additional warnings: Major character death, major character trauma. Every strong thing is bound to break at some point, it was about time he shattered. highest rankings: #1 yum #1 inc #1 sleepy #5 inc #5 blade april 3rd, 11:51pm est: book is officially 1 hour long and hit 200 votes! june 12th, 6:33pm est: book hit 10.2k reads july 7th, 11:25pm eet: 500 votes :) september 25th, 7:47am: #1 sleepy october 13th, 2:42pm est: #5 blade july 13th 2021: gone on hiatus, possible discontinuing, love u guys <3 stay safe, im still here if you need to talk in dms anytime dec 28th 2021: it's been a year y'all 2025 AAAUUUHHH GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!