NOT MINE!!!
I don't own this story; all credit goes to the original author SoloChaos on ao3
Trigger warning: suicide/sexual abuse/mature content
Make sure you have some tissues....
"Ryan knows what he has to endure in order to get the reward. Brendon knows that he has to go slowly."
By: @druscilla_way from livejournal.com
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