"That's very specific... You thought about that a lot huh?" Matsukawa has the nerve to chuckle and poke Hanamaki's side, making him squirm. "Maybe.." Hanamaki mumbled, his gaze still downcast while Matsukawa's was now focused on his face. "You would really be in love with me for that long?" He asked after a bit of silence. i moved to ao3 and this fic and others are on there if you want to read some more: https://archiveofourown.org/users/hexedhyde/works