❝ how many more jobs... how long will it take... i don't know if i can do it. even if i could forgive myself, this is what I am now. and you'll never know who i was before. my past is my own. ❞ - n.r. COVERS CAPTAIN AMERICA : CIVIL WAR & BLACK WIDOW BOOK 2 in PLAN B trilogy BOOK 6 in LEGACY series ( COPYRIGHT! - aka - DO NOT STEAL! ) illisius Ⓒ 2018 & , marvel

❝ your allies will die or go mad. you'll never know whom to trust. you'll never have a normal relationship. and if you do find love, as impossible as it is, you must remember one rule. the most important rule: never have kids. NEVER. ❞ - n.r. COVERS CAPTAIN AMERICA : THE WINTER SOLDIER BOOK 1 in PLAN B trilogy BOOK 3 in LEGACY series ( COPYRIGHT! - aka - DO NOT STEAL! ) illisius Ⓒ 2017 & , marvel

▶ CONTINUE /to enter/ REAL LIFE loading . . . : he is not human _but_ } = then again，neither are "you"．; 〚 pre - the winter soldier & anastasia au〛 〚 bucky barnes x oc 〛 ( COPYRIGHT! - aka - DO NOT STEAL! ) illisius Ⓒ 2020 & , marvel

"Trust me Barnes, I'm pretty hard not to be attracted to." --- [Bucky Barnes x Female OC] *TRIGGER WARNINGS: Mentions of Alcohol misuse, Pregnancy topics/issues, anxiety, depression and addiction.* Set Pre-Captain America: Civil War - Post Avengers Endgame. Discalimer: I obviously dont own any characters apart from Ellie and a few others. All Character rights and some story lines all belong to Marvel. --- A 'chasingmarvel' story.

"Is that what we are? Friends with benefits" I pause. "I guess, unless you want to stop all this and go back to being well, acquaintances I guess" We were never exactly friends before this. "No" He answered quickly. "Friends with benefits is cool... So does that mean we also do things friends would do?" I raise an eyebrow at him as I eat a spoon of my cereal. "Like hang out and stuff" I shrug. "It's that's what you want" "... do you want to?" "Sure! Seems fun" I grin trying not to freak out. Calm down dude, you only said you'd be friends! "So when do we have sex?" I spit my cereal out. -------------------------------------------------- Rouge never talked to Bucky properly until one night at a party where he played knight in shiny armour. Well to be exact she hadn't talked, they had shouted and things got... a little steamy. From nothing to something. What will become of their secret little playtimes? #1 in bucky #1 in thorodinson #1 in jamesbucananbarnes #1 in avengers #1 in buckybarnes #1 in tonystark #1 in marvel #1 in clintbarton (i'd like to mention i still haven't bothered to edit it so spelling mistakes will be there, sorry. also don't read if you're easily offended i really cba with the negativity go cry somewhere else)

James 'Bucky' Barnes/OC AU ~~~ The year is 1973. All Dove Rogers wanted was a relaxing summer. Just one last hoorah before being thrust into adult life. Yet everything shifts when her new houseguest- and long-standing enemy- Bucky Barnes, arrives. In the thick of sun-kissed relaxation, the two of them are forced to face the awakening and burning desire growing between them. Enemies to Lovers/First Love This story is 18+. Specific tags in the first chapter. (I'll update them as I go)

❝Meet me on the battlefield, even in the darkest night. I will be your sword and shield, your camouflage, and you will be mine.❞ . . .in which nothing and no one can take away their love for one another. [CA: THE WINTER SOLDIER/AGENTS OF SHIELD] [Highest ranking: #9 in fanfiction as of 5/26/18]

Dark!James 'Bucky' Barnes/OC AU ~~~ Margaret Everlee is a terribly timid little thing. Living her life as a struggling artist in New York, trying to find her place in the world. That is until the CEO with a dark past, James Barnes sets his sights on her. His infatuation is instantaneous, becoming a man possessed. Desperately needing her to be his own little doll and willing to take down anyone that gets in his way. This story is 18+. Specific tags in the first chapter.

"Buck." You stopped him. He looked at you from across the room. He took his hand off the door knob and faced you still silent. He knew what you were thinking. "I can't." He began. "I need to be careful. I don't want to hu-" You groaned cutting him off. "You dont want to hurt me I get it. You won't hurt me Bucky. I know you won't. Ever. I trust you. You have to trust yourself. The only way you'll hurt me is if you leave. Or don't sleep with me." Your eyes widened,"In..in the bed I mean." You looked away and heard a small laugh. "As long as you behave." He teased walking over to you. "I will as long as you will." ----------- Penelope is an educated psychologist, when she crosses paths with Steve Rogers one night he has more than a few questions about mind control. He insists upon her help with a friend. Bucky Barnes. Bucky is a trained Hydra assassin. Hydra controlled his every move but now he's free and wants his mind back. He knows he needs help. Will Penelope help him after all he's done?

❝Warrior child, you carry such coldness in your veins. War-torn child, you carry such loneliness in your bones. War-born child, you carry such horror in your heart. Warrior child, you were born with legends breathing inside your name and history books waiting to trace your footsteps.❞ ─ j.p. via tumblr pencap COPYRIGHT 2015 JASPERHAIE. COVER BY NÎCIMOS, BAYPORTS. RANKED #73 IN FAN-FICTION. RANKED #1 IN THE WINTER TAG. MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE. CAPTAIN AMERICA | THE WINTER SOLDIER. BUCKY BARNES | THE WINTER SOLDIER. BOOK ONE. Started June 12th, 2014. Ended July 2nd, 2014. Ended editing December 26th, 2015. Re-editing started April 16th, 2016. Re-editing ended July 27th, 2016. Featured in the reading list 'The Bad Guy's Not Always the Bad Guy' on the official Wattpad Superhero account, May 15th, 2018.