Lexi was everything to Sam. He loved her deeply and never thought anything could happen and tear them both apart. But it did. In this book Sam writes nine letters to Lexi pouring his heart out. As Sam writes more and more letters to Lexi, you'll be able to find out what happened, but until he writes his last letter, delight yourself with Sam's old memories from his 2 years-long relationship with Lexi.

The rough iron gates surround the tents, their crimson color contrasting off the black stripes. You awkwardly push your way around the bodies of strangers hungry to see more of the magical circus that was has come into town. All that is visible are the very tops of the tents that reach out into the clouds, and the curling metal wrapping elegantly around the tops of the fences. Everyone has their silver ticket in hand, all with matching letters neatly printed across the top, “Cirque De Cauchemars.” You clutch yours with anticipation as your squeeze your way between an elder couple, who give you a disapproving glare, but you cant help yourself can you? The curiosity that is boiling inside you bubbled over. You hardly even give a second thought about that woman your completely shoved to make way for you, or the choice of words she shouts after you. No, all you small mind can think about is the dream like mystery that lies ahead, but the circus isn’t open just yet. A little longer that’s all you have to wait. A small squeal from the little girl in the front with ribbons wound through her hair sounds, followed by the creaking of the gates as they are thrown open and the crowd becomes even more savage. All the color, the vacant smell of cotton candy wafting through the air; it’s all to much to handle. The sign that catches your eye is the one you didn’t think you saw before, but maybe your saw it in the first place indeed. It reads Cinema The Strange Illusions & Tricks

What if your worst nightmare is in fact a lost memory? What if the one you love is destined to destroy you? What if you are no longer part of the human race, but something more? What if everything you knew was suddenly amplified into a terrifying thought that actually turned into reality? What would you do? Skye thinks she’s an average 17-year-old girl with perfect friends, perfect family, and the perfect life. But when her ugly past haunts her dreams and a mysterious boy enters her life, she could not be more wrong. When her world flipped upside down and life threatened, Skye must quickly learn who she truly is and whom she can trust, because the clock is ticking. Jaylen thinks he’s a monster, born to be damned into the life of a beast, the haunting demons from Hell. He is unforgivingly fated to murder while his heart aches to love. When fate turns against him and his path crosses Skye’s, he can no longer deny the intense pull that connects them. Jaylen must find a way to follow his heart or be forced to follow the plan of The Beast. Both have destinies to kill, but these two must fight their beliefs to conquer what is predicted to destroy them. Can Jaylen resist the urge to kill his newfound love? Will Skye learn to love the monster that is said to destroy her? What happens when lovers become star-crossed and destinies say love is not an option?