I wonder do these waves ever bombard you the same way they do to me So sudden and unexpected So bittersweet; Forceful and reckless Spoiling the peacefulness of this lazy river Giving me a pain in my chest Drowning in the "what if's"and "if I had...." Reminiscing of late nights and early mornings Romanticizing the littlest things Pleading for some type of sign that we were just a bit real I really haven't gotten over that wave Then again, I never learned to swim