Addison and Meredith hate each other. With every day that passes, their hate grows. But, as the cliche saying goes, there is a thin line between love and hate. One day, the line is crossed and they just keep on crossing it. Follow their journey to here. ~ Every part of me hummed with electricity as she kissed me harder and harder, like she'd never get to kiss another human being again. "You're a whore, Addison" she told me, her hand still on my breast "a filthy fucking whore"

Darkness scares us. There comes a moment in life when the control that keeps us sane slips through our fingers. Most of us will aim to seize it back. But what happens when all that vanishes in a blink of an eye? And lying ahead is only pure darkness. We yearn for the comfort of light as it provides shape and form, allowing us to recognise and define what's before us. But what is it we're afraid of really? Not the darkness itself, but the truth we know that hides within. When Addison is faced with a traumatic event, will she find an escape from the dark or will she continue to live in the dark? An Addek FanFantic. AU. Post 2x12.

Once, Derek beat Addison so bad she needed facial reconstruction surgery.

An Addison Montgomery/Addek FanFiction. What if Derek had never opened that door on that rainy night? The guilt of leaving his wife out in the cold and damp night never tapped his conscience. What if Addison was left to wander the streets of New York? What would have happened to her then? What would her life become? Set in New York. Prior to Grey's Anatomy. #Addek

DISCLAIMER: I wrote this a decent chunk of time ago which means that the grammar, punctuation and overall writing is lacking in this story. It's not totally horrendous but just know that this is no longer my writing style and I have since become more fluent and educated. Some chapters might have been better written than others because I have since edited some of them. Mackenzie Blayke Forbes-Montgomery-Shepherd is the daughter of Addison and Derek. She is five and very bright. This story follows this little girl as she handles being thrown into unfortunate situations. A collection of 3-6 chapter stories revolving around this family. Addek is not in a relationship. Derek is with Meredith. Addison has not met Jake. Lots of angst, hurt/comfort and you might end up hating me because Mackenzie goes through a lot of very booboo things but for sure some good fluff too. A little bit of a spot the Taylor Swift reference game by the way so comment if you find them! - I DO NOT OWN GREY'S ANATOMY OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS FROM THE SHOW AND ALL I OWN ARE THE CHARACTERS I MAKE UP AND THE STORYLINES I CREATE.